Broken Doctor | Connor Rhodes 'discontinued'

Part 6; The worst night

(Rhodes knows Jay, Okay, his isn't like the show)
"I think that's enough" Herrmann tells me.

"Hm...." I put on a thinking face, "I think not"

I walk over to the entrance to the back of the bar, what happened to the customer is always right, I try to get past but Connor gets in-front of me, "Alex, that's enough now, I'll take you home, you have work in the morning".

"You don't know what's enough for me" I practically scream at him.

Someone walks behind me but I don't care to look, I just stare at Connor, then hit him in the chest, "let me past!" I scream, putting my anger into the hits.

"Is everything alright Connor?", a voice says, I'd know that voice anywhere, he doesn't know who I am yet, well I did die my blonde hair brown, and worked out a lot, whenever I lost my baby, it was so hard, I left Chicago, well I didn't have a choice, Jay was a fucking dickhead, and I couldn't stick it, I left, went to college in Louisiana, and got a job as a Trauma surgeon in St. George's, and not having the support of a family, I'd say that I did a great job.

"Fuck off Jayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy" I said in a  positive princessy tone.

"Alex?" He says confused.

I turn round and say, "No, I'm actually Will Halstead, who the fuck do u think I am?".

"Do you two know each other?" Connor interrupts.

"Well, I wish we didn't" I say in a normal voice, I look at Jay, he had a really confused face.

"Do I look like an alien or something?"

"No..o" Jay stutters.

"Well, audios fuckers, I'm gonna find a bar that will serve me!" I say walking out of the bar, and just run, and run, I hear faint voices in the distance but I don't turn back and look, I can't stay there, I know I act tuff, but I ain't.

I keep running until I know they can't find me and catch me. I find a bench and sit on it, and cry, I shouldn't have said that to Connor, but Jay deserved it, all of it. I don't know who to call, so I call the only person on my contact list, not including Connor, Will, I know he's Jay's brother, but he knew how much a dick Jay was, but not the full dicktactulous story.

"Um.. Will?" I say with a stuttered voice.

"Alex? Are you okay what happened?"

"I seen your dick of a brother?"

"Jay? He isn't the dick he used to be, he stopped sleeping around, he got his act together"

"Hah!" I laugh, "stopped sleeping around, Will, I was his girlfriend, you don't cheat on them, and then when your girlfriend has a miscarriage, you don't just abandon them for the next slut that comes running" I splutter out.

.... I shouldn't of told Will this.

"Wait... what?"

"Umm... I just said that he's a dick, and can you pick me up?"

"Alex, we're gonna talk about this when I lift you, also where is Connor? Can he not lift you? I though you were on a date with him?"

"Yeah Well" I whisper scratching my neck, I had a couple of shots when I seen Jay, and lost control, and kinda cursed at Connor and left him.."

"Alex... you're a recovering alcoholic, did you not tell Connor?"

"Well no.... you're the only one who knows.."

"Okay, I'm going to pick you up, go to your house and get your uniform and I'm taking you to my apartment and we can talk"

"Okay, I'm at Houndell's"

"Okay see you soon"

"See you soon"

I hang up my phone, and look through the photos, photos of Will, Jay and I, having the time of our lives, I left Chicago when I was 17, moving in with my brother who lived in Louisiana, he had a nice house and space so I lived there, I enrolled in a medical school close by and got accepted, Doctor of medicine degree got a residency in a hospital nearby for 5 years, the had a fellowship in St. George's for 2 years, then became head of trauma when the other trauma doctor quit. I keep looking through all the photos, from old to resent, the most resent was a picture of me at St. George's, my leaving bash, I loved all the staff, especially my best friend Peter, he was M.D, like I am now, only better, I dated him once or twice, but we decided we were better at being besties that girlfriend and boyfriend, I still keep in touch with him, he's coming up soon for a holiday which I can't wait, he needs to teach me more things, he's the best M.D I ever knew. A light shines on me and I look up, seeing Will's torch on his phone on, I don't know what to do so I get up and give him a hug..