April's POV
"Ako nalang kasi mahalin mo, wag na sya"
Napatitig lang ako kay Grey dahil sa sinabi niya. A-Ako ba ang sinabihan niya nun? Kingina, ayokong maging assumera mga bes~
Bumuntong hininga sya at nagsimula na ang tugtog. Napakunot ang noo ko nang malaman ko kung ano ang kakantahin nya. HER?
(play 'HER' on the background)
The world is a complex
We was lookin' for love
I used to be one of those whatever people too
I didn't believe what real love is
I used to say habitually that I want to love
But I found myself
The whole new myself
I'm confused too, which one is really me
I met you and did I realize that I'm a book
Or did you turn the page
Damn
Nakatitig lang sya sakin habang kumakanta. Hindi ko maintindihan kung anong dapat kong maramdaman.
Anyways I want to be the best man for you
It's probably naturally because you are my world itself
I would become what you want, God I swore to myself
So many complex
But I'm lookin' for love
I can be a fake self as long as you embrace me
You are my beginning and the end itself
Will you finish me
Nakangiti sya habang kumakanta pero iba ang nakikita ko sa mga mata nya.
Lungkot. Matinding kalungkutan.
All of my wonder
The answer to that
I call you her, her
Cuz you're my tear, tear
All of my wonder
The answer to that
I call you her, her
Cuz you're my tear, tear
Maybe you are my truth and the lie
Maybe I'm your love and hate
Maybe I'm your enemy and friend
Your heaven and hell, sometimes pride and suffering
I can never take off this mask
Because, within this mask, I am not the guy that you know
Again today, I make up to wake up
And dress up to mask on
So that I can become the me that you love
So that I can become the guy that you love
I quit XX which is used to enjoy very much
Just for you
Even the clothes I hate and too much makeup
Your laughter and happiness decide my own happiness
Do I deserve to be loved by you when I'm this way
I always try my best to be the best for you
I hope that you don't know this side of me
Hindi ko maintindihan. Kung para sa akin nga ang kantang 'to, bakit? I mean bago palang kami magkakilala.
All of my wonder
The answer to that
I call you her, her
Cuz you're my tear, tear
You can't love someone you just met.
All of my wonder
The answer to that
I call you her, her
Cuz you're my tear, tear
Like always, mask on
Greeting me with joy, her
Your star. It shines for no particular reason
The moment it's supposed to shine the brightest, I take the mask off
Lost star I put down my baggage and enjoyt the darkness
There's no spotlight that's shining me to death ye
Just see where the heart goes
Where the feeling goes, where it doesn't grab me
Tick tock the dark is over
So that I can be your best again
I hold on to myself
Love makes a person go crazy
Yeah the determination of a madman
I substitute myself into the method that's most like myself
I give you the solution I came to for you, my everything
You love it
YOU ARE READING
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