I stood there in frozen in fear covered in blood.Both of my parents were gone, my father had killed my mother and shot my boyfriend. I watched them put both my mother and Patrick in ambulances. When I realized that the ambulance was taking off I broke out of my frozen state and I ran down the road my legs were aching and my lungs were burning. I made it to Henry's house and walked up to Belch and said "Give me your goddamned car keys." The three boys widened eyes were on me and they asked "What's going on why are you covered in blood." I started crying "Mom's dead and Patrick got shot and he's on the way to the hospital so can I have the car keys please?" Belch handed me the keys but all the boys got in the car. Henry in the passenger side next to me and Victor and Belch were in the back. I got in not bothering to buckling up as I speed down the road driving like a maniac. All I could think of was what if I lost him too. I didn't mind that dad was gone, my fear was gone, but a new fear was in it's place I was afraid of losing Patrick now that he's all I have now. We ended up getting there a few minutes after the ambulance did and they were running him in I saw him, his face was white as a ghost and I could see blood gushing out of his shoulder. I broke out crying even harder than I was before I had three or four Doctors holding me back. Telling me that I needed to stay in the waiting room, but I tried to fight against them, saying between tears "Let me go to him."Then Henry and Victor held me as the doctors rushed away. I sat there in the floor crying my eyes out when Victor sat next to me and Pulled me over and I cried on his shoulder as he rubbed circles on my back. I was torn my world was turned upside down I wasn't upset about losing my father or my mother, I was terrified of losing the boy I loved with all of my heart.Henry called Patrick's parents and after about thirty minutes his mother rushed in and asked "What the hell happened?" Henry explained what happened and I saw her look over to me and she raced over to me and asked "Are you Kassidy?" I nodded and in a hoarse voice croaked out "Yeah." Then I felt a sharp sting spread across my face.I thought to myself 'She just slapped me.' "If it wasn't for you and your damned family, my son wouldn't be here." I wondered 'Did she really blame me for what happened to Patrick? I thought 'Oh my god if he dies, it would be my fault.' Henry walked over and separated Patrick's mother and I. We sat on separate sides of the room, then a Doctor walked out of the room and asked "Hockstetter?" as he was looking at a clipboard. His mother and I both shot up and walked over to the Doctor and he said "Patrick is in critical but stable condition he's still unconscious from blood loss and We don't know when he'll wake up it maybe a day a week and a month we'll keep you guys updated." I asked the Doctor "Even though he's not awake can I go in?" He shrugged and said "Sure." I walked to his room and saw that he was attached to various machines.My heart broke at the sight. I walked over and sat in the chair next to him and grabbed his hand and said "I'm so sorry.I'm sorry for letting this happen, I know I should have protected you the same way you protected me, I will never forgive myself for what happened today." I sniffled and wiped away some tears and I asked sadly laughing "Do you remember when you Said that you were probably the worst thing that could happen to me. That you're not the best person for me to get involved with? I told you that you were the thrill of chaos in my life. I knew I could handle you. You were nothing compared to my past and I saw you in my future, I saw you making my life so much better you made life worth living and know that there is a chance that I would have to live without you. I just... I can't I need you to wake up and I need you to do that soon." I looked down crying again, but I stopped when I felt a grip on my hand and I smiled and thought 'Yeah He'll be fine.' A smile crept across my face.
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