I rode on the handlebars of Stan's bike while we were riding home. Eddie's house was the closest. When we made it to his house he rode off Richie rode off with him to get on his nerves some more so then it was just me, Stan and Billy. We made it to Patrick's house and Stan stopped and let me off and asked "Are you sure you want to stay here? I swear you can come stay with any of us." I smiled and said "I'm sure. I can handle myself Stanny. Thank you for the offer though." I walked into the house and it was silent, so I knew that Patrick's parents weren't home, I walked upstairs and to Patrick's room and of course he was home, I walked in and his eyes shot up to me and he said "Hey Kas." I stayed silent and walked around his room picking up my things. I stood up straight and took Patrick's shirt off and threw it at him and he caught it. I put on a loose fitting guns and roses tank top. I threw all my stuff in my bag and threw it over my shoulder, then turned to walk out of the room, but he shot up and stopped me "Kassidy please don't go I'm sorry I didn't tell you the truth." I pushed him back and said "No Patrick I've had enough I can't take this anymore I'm so through with this I'm through with us. Yeah I owe you since you saved my life. But I can't do this." I went to walk away again, but he grabbed me by the waist I went to push him off of me. "No Patrick leave me alone, I'm leaving weather you like it or not." Then he threw me into the wall I felt the wall crack behind me from the force in which he threw me. I gasped for air. Patrick walked over and put his hand around my throat and he had his knee between mine. I was struggling to breathe, I was hitting him trying to make him loosen his grip on my throat. Which he did, I stood there looking at him filled with fear. He said "Kas I'm sorry baby, I love you,You know that don't you?" Then he placed a kiss on my lips and even though I was pissed off at him I still kissed him back, then pushed him away and tried to hit him even though he caught my hands pulling me to his chest as I let out sobs. We sat on his bed as I cried into my hands. I felt his hand touch my shoulder, but i shot up and turned to look at him "Don't touch me fucking asshole!" I yelled. "Kassidy I love you please I'll do anything to make this right please." He pleaded, I grabbed my bag and looked at him in the eyes and said "I don't love you anymore." Even though I said it I wasn't even sure if I meant it. I felt tears welling up again and I thought 'Get out of here before you break down.' "Good bye Patrick." I walked out of his room and down the stairs and right past his parents I looked at them and said "Thank you for letting me stay here." They nodded and said "Anytime." I gave them a weak smile and walked back to my home. I took a deep breath as I walked in it was the first time that I'd been in the house since the whole hostage situation. Images of what happened just kept flashing through my head and I could feel my heart start to break the silence, the emptiness of the house was killing me. Just the thought that I was never going to see my mother again hurt at this point in my life I have officially lost everything important in my life. I have no family, no friends and now I lost the boy I loved the most. I sat in the living room floor and curled up in a ball and cried. I cried for so long I got to the point where I couldn't cry anymore. I just laid in the floor numb, empty and alone. Then my thoughts went back to when I was a child.(Flashback)I heard the front door open, My seven year old heart drops; Just like the toys in my hand.I quickly get up, running for a hiding place for my small body in my medium sized bedroom. I Hear the footsteps start to come up the stairs and my stomach begins to turn. I quickly hurry to the closet. Closing the door quietly, and go to the furthest corner to the right. I said a small prayer in my head, hoping that today isn't that bad, and I will be able to see tomorrow. I sit there for a while,getting more and more paranoid than ever. I let go of the breath I hadn't even known I was holding in,but quickly hold it again when I heard my Bedroom door creak open. "C'mon baby girl...don't make this harder than it has to be." I heard my father say in a horrifying voice. My body began to tremble in fear,but I try to calm myself .I hear my father's footsteps go everywhere."C'mon Kassidy. Don't do this to me.Daddy's already in a bad mood." I hear him say more angry than before.I whimper covering my mouth with both of my hands.I hear a deep dark chuckle from the other side of the closet door. I watch as the door slides open.My little heart stops as I see his head pop in the closet,looking both ways till he finds my tiny body in the corner."Found you." He dragged me out of my hiding spot and beat me black and blue "Just be a good little monster and listen when daddy calls for you.You little ungrateful bitch." After the beating dad went off and literally drank himself to sleep. I decided to call the police and had someone come out to the house. i heard a knock at the door and i ran and hid under a table, then two officers walk in and check the scene my father asleep in one room and blood stains where he'd beat me so bad and I was crying and I sniffled and one officer pointed a flashlight in my direction and one said "Look Butch it's a kid." Then the man named Butch walked over and bent down, he looked to be pretty young they both did the officer named Butch picked me up and noticed how badly I was beat and took me to the squad car then they got an ambulance and took the proper precautions as were needed for this kind of thing. He asked me "Where is your mommy?" I stayed silent for a while, then answered "Mommy went to the store, she said she'd be right back." The officer sighed and took me to his car and set me in the back seat.(End of flashback)I thought to myself 'Why do I feel the same way right now as I did that night?' I feel like the small scared child that lost her everything.
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