Not a panic attack but I do feel really uncomfortable in my chest as if one is going to happen. I feel bad too. I feel alone in a way, I'm in a room with another person yet I feel alone when they sleep. My mind is drifting again, I hate it when it does. The earth is such a full place yet the world is an empty one. I tell people I cry in my sleep, it isn't a lie it is just that I can never remember what I am dreaming about, even when I am dreaming. Am I having a nightmare, am I just crying? I am afraid one day that I will fall asleep and never wake up, and in that dream, I won't remember who I am dreaming about.
It scares me.
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Lacrimo
Short StoryMy counselor told me to write how I feel when I'm down. Here it is. I know I am not the only one who feels like this. It's my not so pleasant story, I am not making this up for sympathy I am sharing this for understanding. I'm posting this because...
