Friday 10:12 3/11/17

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"You are getting... how do I say this? You are getting worse."

That's what she said. My counselor told me that I'm not getting better, my anxiety is getting worse.

Now I need testing. Testing for pills.
If I needed another pill, that would add up to 14 a day.

14 pills a day.
What's wrong with me?
I don't take any though, I hate the feeling.

I hate the feeling of needing them, of taking them.
I know that if I need pills to make me feel better, I won't.
All I will think about is:

"You are only happy because of those
pills."

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