Ill give you it in detail.
It's dark and hot,
making my eyes cloud then I can't register anything around me.
I feel alone there,
it's quiet until the thoughts flood through. It gets loud.
So loud.
My ears start ringing.
Screaming at me.
I start to think about what others are thinking about me while I'm in this "state".
It only gets darker,
louder and hotter,
I feel like I'm burning.
My heart is a poison,
burning through my body,
spreading everything.
I want to scream.
I want to cry.
I want to throw up.
It hurts everywhere until I can't handle it anymore.
Sometimes I forget how to breathe.
It isn't numb when I'm having a panic attack.
It's numb when I'm not.
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Lacrimo
Short StoryMy counselor told me to write how I feel when I'm down. Here it is. I know I am not the only one who feels like this. It's my not so pleasant story, I am not making this up for sympathy I am sharing this for understanding. I'm posting this because...
