I felt like breaking. The feeling hit me like a heatwave of emotions I can't understand. I felt so breakable in a quiet room, almost like glass. Of the first time in awhile, I felt the need to cry, to scream, to smash something. I find it difficult to understand my emotions. I tend to lie about how I feel now because when someone asks: "how are you?" or "are you okay?". I can't reply with: "I don't know how I feel". I have grown so close to lies that they just slip from my mouth. My heart and mind play two different games, and my mind has been winning for the whole of my life.
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Krótkie OpowiadaniaMy counselor told me to write how I feel when I'm down. Here it is. I know I am not the only one who feels like this. It's my not so pleasant story, I am not making this up for sympathy I am sharing this for understanding. I'm posting this because...
