I kinda miss having you-know-who talk to me and stuff like how it used to be. It gave me excitement, it kept me on my toes. I had my fun I guess, we still don't know what's gonna happen this weekend. I never know. Carson started kinda talking to me in person so that's a lot better, but I can still feel my face turning red. It's good that I don't text him anymore actually, I don't even feel the need to. I still need to work on being able to hear what he says because honestly I suck at listening. Also, I need to work on knowing what to say back, it's a lot harder in the moment cause I struggle to not make things more awkward than it already is. Oh boy, what is with us and the Lucas'
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Meredith's Thoughts
Random~DATES GOT MESSED UP: STARTED IN AUGUST 2017 WAS FINISHED JANUARY 4TH 2018~ Pretty much random stuff that goes on in my life and me freaking about about it. There's also some songs and poems that are mine and then some random other lyrics that obvio...
