Seriously meredith,
stOp talking about him cause
Realistically, nobody wants to listen to you
Rant about anything.
You need to just get a grip.
But seriously, I either spend my time talking about him, talking to him, waiting for him to talk to me, or wishing someone else would bring him up. This is honestly so stupid and he is just getting in my head but I feel like I want to talk about him ALL THE TIME. I wish I actually had something to talk about when I had to opportunity to talk about it but I don't even know, like, I want to talk but I don't know what to say??? Is that a thing??? Whatever happens, I just need to remember that even if I am effected by him not talking to me anymore that I cannot show it. That's because I know not to hold hope for a sophomore, because that's dumb. So, if he does stop talking to me and I act like it doesn't effect me, it proves he gave no impact and I won't feel like he held a high power. Even if he kind of did, I'll just fake it til I make it.
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Random~DATES GOT MESSED UP: STARTED IN AUGUST 2017 WAS FINISHED JANUARY 4TH 2018~ Pretty much random stuff that goes on in my life and me freaking about about it. There's also some songs and poems that are mine and then some random other lyrics that obvio...
