Meredith's Thoughts

Tribute Part 2

If I could be honest right now,
I don't find joy in saying I'm out.
I don't find joy in me saying goodbye
It breaks my heart, with too many reasons why.
You created a mystery, you created something new to me.

Now I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling to fast,
I'll try to stand back up as fast as I can
I fought as I carried the weight of my past.
I'm falling I'm falling to fast.

You gave me a new fear, and I was scared.
It was all a blur, a puddle of tears.
And I hope that time will be my cure.
Cause I don't know where I will land
All I know is you will never wanna hold my hand.

I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling to fast,
I'll try to stand back up as fast as I can
I fought as I carried the weight of my past.
I'm falling I'm falling to fast.

I'd call you then I'd wait,
Only to get an I can't talk today.
What can I say, it's my unlucky fate.
Now I'm sittin here crying over a guy.
Who could've cared less but stuck around,
I'm not sure why.

Now I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling to fast,
I'll try to stand back up as fast as I can
I fought as I carried the weight of my past.
I'm falling I'm falling to fast.

You are the daggers, the reason for my destruction
My friends are my healing, my reconstruction.
And I am my own weapon, never to be used.
Could make you run for your life, could make you so confused.
You won't ever step an inch towards me, I'm a burning fuse, Leave me be.

So as I fall, as I fall, as I'm falling to fast
All I'm dreading is the crash
Cause it might be the end of me
Because as I jumped, you whispered finally.

Now I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling to fast,
I'll try to stand back up as fast as I can
I fought as I carried the weight of my past.
I'm falling I'm falling to fast.

Oh oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh oh.
I believed in you but you let me down
I gave you a chance but you turned it around
As I fell fast to the ground.