Ok. I get it. Okay? I know that I only knew Kelvin for a week, I get it. Everyone thinks that because I only saw him for a week it wasn't real. Even if that's what you people think that doesn't mean that he meant nothing to me after he disappeared. So guess what? Whether or not if our relationship was for 3 days it for 3 years, it was real to me and that's what matters. You guys going on about how I just need to get over it because he was a jerk isn't going to change that I still think about him. I think of him every single day and you need to understand that I don't want to. I don't choose to be all upset over him I just am. For once being myself got me somewhere without someone's help, I did everything on my own. As soon as I asked for help and as soon as I asked for others opinions and as soon as I doubted myself everything seemed to go wrong. I care about a lot of things, and some people think I care to much. But I don't care that they do, but I also do care. I was living in one of my dreams and nobody seemed to understand that. I'm not over kelvin. I'm probably not over carson. I'm probably not over Jack. So sorry that I take so long but just get it in your head that I'm not fucking sorry.
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Meredith's Thoughts
De Todo~DATES GOT MESSED UP: STARTED IN AUGUST 2017 WAS FINISHED JANUARY 4TH 2018~ Pretty much random stuff that goes on in my life and me freaking about about it. There's also some songs and poems that are mine and then some random other lyrics that obvio...
