Love, it isn't simple

Distraction

I looked at him, I was furious.

"What do you want?"

"I heard you were upset so I came over to check on you.."

"Hunter," I pulled myself up with my elbows and leaned against the wall. "We aren't even friends"

Oh, was all he said and started to walk a way. I thought for a moment, I do need to get dean off my mind. "Hunter-wait,"

He turned around quickly and walked towards the door, "How about another date, y'know. Get to know each other more."

His eyes shot open, wide in shock and out of excitement. "I would lOve tOo"

I gave him a weak smile and got out of bed. I walked up to him and gave him a peck on the cheek. "Meet me at the park, 4 o'clock"

He nodded and walked away shutting my door behind him.

I went to my wardrobe and got out a pair of jeans and a shirt. It was a simple  outfit for a date but we were going to the park, so I thought nothing of it.

I sat waiting, staring at the clock and waiting for it to turn 4. I was desperate for this distraction.

(Time skip)

A knock came from the front door, I shot downstairs and opened it. He's a bit early, I thought to myself. But it wasn't him..it was Dean.

I couldn't speak and found myself tearing up.

"Sky, I just- I wanted to know-why? Why can't you do it?" I couldn't believe my eyes. I thought of Dean everyday and thought about how he would react when-if I told him.

But I can't. Not yet. Maybe not at all. He would probably resent me anyway, not wanting to get his heart broken once more.

Before I could reply to Dean, hunters car pulled up. Dean turned around to see him then turned to me. He looked like he would burst into tears.

"Dean,"

"Is this why?! That piece of shit doesn't respect you the way I do,  Sky!"

"Dean, let me explain.."

"Go ahead sweetheart," he looked furious.

"Fine. You wanna know what he is doing here? He was going to take me on a date. I asked him!"

"You what?!"

"I asked him, Dean" my voice grew calmer and more relaxed. "Because I wouldn't mind breaking that guys heart with what I have to say. I have a good enough reason to push you out of my life. I don't want to hurt you Dean. You have no idea what I'm going through. I didn't want you to grow attached to me, I can't handle it Dean," tears filled my eyes and streaked my cheeks. Dean looked at me, like he wanted to know what was wrong, I could tell he wanted to pull me into a hug. But I couldn't. I couldn't take any more of this heartbreak.

I walked past him, through the door and outside. I ran past hunter and Deans car. I didn't know where I was going but I just ran, holding back tears. Wanting to get far away, from here.