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Warning: RAPE(ish) SCENE (It doesn't go into detail, but it can be a bit disturbing."
Hansol POV
Seungcheol-hyung drives me home from the police station after the questioning. I feel exhausted and even if I've only known him for around a month and a half, it already feels as if a part of my soul has been ripped out without Joshua.
Jeonghan comes over to me, comforting me and patting my back. "Come on. With the police and a bunch of evidence everywhere, we'll find him soon."
I struggle to calm myself, a mixture of tears and snot running down my face. I look absolutely horrible right now. Jihoon suggests I take a shower when I get back to the dorm. I quickly run to the bathroom, ripping my clothes off and getting into the shower.
I just stand there, letting the cold water hit my body and run down the drain. I wash my face, mind now absolutely blank. I decided that I should get out of the water now.
I quickly dry myself and as its late, I just brush my teeth, put on a shirt and shorts and climb into the bed. After a while, Mingyu comes in and asks "You're not having dinner?" I whisper "Not hungry." loud enough for him to hear but he comes in and sits at the foot of my bed. "I understand that you're sad and missing Joshua but you need to eat. It's not healthy to skip meals." When I stay motionless, he pulls me up by my shoulders and looks me right in the eyes. "Or do you seriously want me or Seungcheol-hyung or Wonwoo-hyung to feed you like an adult baby?"
I sigh, swinging my legs over the bed and slowly making my way out the door to the kitchen. "Yah....Hansollie, it's alright. We'll get him soon." Seungcheol says. "We bought your favourite food, Hawaiian pizza!" I do admit, the pizza looked pretty good, but it reminded me of that time I ate pizza with Joshua, I immediately started to break down again, hugging my knees to my chest like a child. Seungcheol-hyung stays silent, seeming to catch on to my thoughts. He got up to get a glass of water for me.
I dry my tears again and Mingyu and Wonwoo demand that I eat something. So, I slowly eat a piece. Seungcheol-hyung makes sure I finish at least 3 pieces before bringing me some orange juice. I chug that down and start heading back to my bed, but Mingyu stops me. "Go brush your teeth."
Honestly, I wouldn't've been bothered but I realised that I would hate waking up with horrible breath.
I look at myself in the mirror.
I look like absolute shit.
My eyes are red and puffy from crying and my hair is still wet and dripping from my shower. And it looks a bit dishevelled.
The swelling should go away the next morning. Tomorrow should also be Sunday. My birthday.
