Love That Fly Away

The Revelation

It was a long ride from helipad to this... we have been traveling for 3hrs and 15 mints..He was very quite through out the ride and deep in thoughts. I looked at him few times but he dint looked back at me. He was deep in thought as if he is preparing himself for something but he dint let go of my hands not even for a second. I loved to see our tangled fingers but deep down i knew that am going to hurt him soon. I was not excited anymore i justed wanted to tell him the truth.

After few minutes the driver left us to our destination. We were at Digha beach i had been here twice but this time it was a completely different view. We reached here at 5pm so basically it was sunset time. The view was breathetaking. The reflection of sunset was fascinating. It was a fantastic view.

He dint said anything and shoved his both hands in his jeans pocket and started looking at the view.

I looked at him for few seconds then turn my gaze back to the view.

"You know.. its one of my favourite thing.." Ryan said still looking at the view.

"Watching sunset?" I replied turning my gaze back to him.

"Yes" he said and looked at me then started looking at his shoes.

"Can i trust you?" He asked out of the blue and looked at me for my rply.

"Y..e..s???" I relied confused.

"You know m not normal.. i mean i am... actually..shitt.. you know thats the prblm with me.. i just cant open up in front anyone" he said with gritted teeth.

O my god is he trying to open up in front of me?? I cant let this happen. Its going to be impossible after this to tell him that i want to end this.. whats going on??? My inner thoughts.

I dint said anything and looked at him patiently.

"I olways wanted to try this. I cant keep everything to myself. M done with this. Its suffocating and it feels like you dont have anyone to share things with. It feels like m totally alone in this big world. I want a friend, a lover or anything to trust him/her. To tell that person my screts. To share my hardest moments in life how i faced them. How i still fight with them. I had tried this one time before but the end of that was disasterious. After that i never got the courage to trust anyone. And then you came in my life. The day i saw you i was totally attracted to you. You were like a magnet to me i was attracted to you badly. I tried hard to resist that feeling but it was beyond my control. The night when i walk away from you i had decided at that time that m not going to see you again so i brought you a gift to apologise and end this on a good note. I went to your room in the morning to give you that but you were fast asleep. And you looked so beautiful like an innocent child. You looked like an angel at that time who dont care for the world. I again felt that electricity but i somehow manage to fight with that feeling and put that gift box with the note on the Table and left as fast as i can. But when i returned home it was quiet no sign of you and your family i knew that you will leave. I went straight to my room after that and saw that box with your note. And what i felt when i saw the box is undescrible. I dont know why but i wanted you to take that gift but you dint.. which was really unexpected. I was so restless at that night. I couldnt sleep that night. The next day i woke up and called your mom and told her that i want to meet you and she agreed with that after asking few questions. I left home as soon as possible and after few hours i was in your city. The waiting time was undefinable. And then i got the news that you are here. I went to meet you and you were as usual looking beautiful in your simplicity. We talked and i gave you the gift i was more than relieved that you dint rejected the box this time but when i realised that i have to left after few minute i felt bad i wanted more time with you and one hour was not enough. So i asked for your number we talked and i loved that feeling. It felt like someone is really intersted in my life style and in me. We meet again and again and i want more . Much more with you... " he completed and looked at me.

I was stunned by his revelation. I dint know whether to blush or cry. I dint know what to do but there was something i wanted to ask him. Because more than leaving him i wanted to know his secrets. Who had broken him. Why he feel so alone.

"I dont know what to say to that am surprised" i replied with my shy look.

"M surprised too. Finally i reaveled it" he said half smiling at me.

"Can i ask you something?" I asked him.

"Yes" he said after few seconds.

"Why do you feel so alone? Who did this to you. Why are you so broken?" I asked him.

He was quite he dint replied me he was quite for a longer time.

I realised that he is not going to tell me and i dint wanted to hurt him anymore by asking him.

"Its ok. I can understand you dont have to" i said looking breaking the silence between us.

He looked at me and shoved his hands deeper in his jeans pockets and started saying.
"I was seven when my mom ran away with a guy and left me and dad alone."

"What?" The word came out of my mouth before i even noticed.

"Yes" he said looking at his shoes.

"M sorry i dint know anything about this i thought you and shania.. i mean i thought you are Ahmad uncle's son. M sorry" i apologised again i was shocked.

"They raised me like thier own child." He said still looking at his shoes.

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