Love That Fly Away

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And guess who was inside the Audi non other than Ryan. He came out of the car the moment he saw us. He was wearing grey suit with white botton down shirt tucked inside. His hair were completely styled though i loved them messy but still even this hair suited him too. I gathered he came from a formal event or something. He looked at me from head to toe like i am some kind of special creature. His gaze was so intense that it made me blush. I become so red like a tomato. Even shania noticed his gaze and fake coughed to get his attention but it was of no use. He was still shamelessly checking me out.

"RYAN" shania literally shouted at him to get his attention making me chuckle.

"Ummm yeah..." he replied embarassed looking at shania.

"I will give you too some privecy okay." She said looking at both of us and i gave her a fake confused look but it was written all over my face that i was more than happy to see him here.

Sia left after a minute and there was an akward silent after that. We both looked at each other than i turned my gaze to look at the surrounding but he was still looking at me.

"You are looking BEAUTIFULL" he broke the silence finally, stressing on beautifull.

I blushed and murmur a "Thank you"

"Congratulation ..." he said after a while.

"I dint knew you were applying for London untill today when mom informed me." He said or more like taunted me for not informing him about this.

I looked at him with a confused look.

"Am happy for you." He then replied reading my expression in a stern tone.

"Thank you." I again replied fidgeting with the lace of my dress.

Then we both went quite for a while. The atmosphere was cold outside. I looked at the sky only to find the sky empty there were no stats tonight. And i hate when there be no stars at night.  It looks like it will be raining.

"No stars today" his voice came startling me.

I looked at him and nodded. I don't wanted to show my excitement. I don't wanted him to know that i missed him. So i was giveing my reply as short as possible but even he was not saying much today which made me really angry.

"I think i should get inside. Mom will be looking for me." I replied after few minutes when he dint said anything for too long.

I looked at him and he nodded in response.

What the hell was wrong with this man. Why did he even asked shania to take me here? When he literally had to talk this with me... i turned around angry to leave when he called from behind.

"Rania wait. " he said and even now also my name sounds so sexy by his voice.

I turned around to find a furrowning Ryan. He looked confused like he was fighting with himself or something.

"I am sorry" finally he said something.

"Its ok Ryan" i replied looking at him.

"No i know its not ok. I know how messed up this is. I know you still love me. I am really sorry for not being there for you." And by the time he said this only then i realise that he was holding my hand.

I just looked at him and i dint had anything left to say. It was his turn. I wanted to know this time. Why did he left me at that time when i needed him the most.

He took a deep breath and released it.

"When i saw you with him. When you were about to kiss him. I thought you still love him. I thought what if you also leave me like my mom left my dad. I thought you are confused. May be you just got infatuated with me and in the back of your heart you still love him. All this thoughts cane into my mind.  I dint wanted you to make a mistake and leave me later. I thought it will be good for you." He completed looking into my eyes. And his frustration with himself was visible on his face.

"Infatuation..." i replied him with my -like-seriously look.

He ran a hand through his hair in frustation which messed his hair and made him look even hotter. I turned my gaze away from him because this was not the right to time to mesmerised by his looks.

"I know what i did was wrong. But trust me it was really tough for me too to get through this. I love you baby and i can't live without you. " he completed looking at me and it was honest because that love was visible in his eyes.

"What made you change your mind?" I snapped at him.

"It was hard to be without you. When i found out that you are still alone and not with him. It strikes me that it could have been Asad plan to ruin our relationship." He sighned after saying this.

"And you let him secceed in that." I fake laughed at him.

"I need you. And trust me you are the first person i have ever said this to. I know i messed  up but gave me an another chance i will fix everything. I still love you and i know you love me too." He said looking straint into my eyes with comfidence.

What he said literally gave me goose bumps i knew my feelings for him well but i was unable to reciprocate him today.

"You love me too." He said with greted teeth. He was so frustated by now.

"Its ok. You don't have to answer that. But just keep this in mind I am always there for you." He said after a while sadly cupping my cheeks.

I nodded in response. And the tension in the air evaporated with that. I love him too but i was just not able to say that to him.

Later He gave me a heart shape pendent for  which i again said no but he dint lisen to me.

"May i " he asked holding the pendent in his hand.

I nodded at him and lifted my hair and he secured the lock. Even a slight touch from him made my knees weak.

He walked me to the venue. And we bid each other good bye. I turned and started walking towards the hall when suddenly i don't know what came in my mind and i turned back around to find him still standing there. By now he has taken off his suit jacket and his hands were shoved in his pant pockets. The flimsy fabric of the shirt showed his muscles straight. I gulp but hurriedly walked towards him and in few steps i was in front of him.

"Thank you for coming." I said innocently looking at him.

And his usual smirk was back.

"Pleasure was all mine." He replied bowing a little at me in a playfull manner.

I came closer to him only to see his surprised face which was so adorable and kissed him on his cheeks and whispered a "Good night"

I looked at him and he was still in shock. And his expression made me  blush even more. The moment he said good night i walked inside the hall blushing harder and smiling foolishly at myself