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it comes in waves.

not shallow waves, either.

forceful, punishing waves.

ridding me in that very moment.

taking away all things good;

everything pleasant I've ever known.

I smile.

smile, because I don't know how.

how to let you know I'm suffocating.

waiting to wither away.

until I am nothing.

the smile doesn't last, though.

and you don't notice it.

but I do.

I notice it.

I notice that when I start to feel good,

feel something,

it never lasts.

it leaves just as quickly as it arrives.

happiness always leaves.

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