solitude... so out of reach

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i feel like a bad mom.

not because my child is neglected, or unloved, or not cared for.

but because i just want to be alone.

i want to be along until i don't want to be alone anymore.

i want a few minutes, hours, days even, where i don't have to worry about anyone else's needs but my own.

i feel like i'm a bad wife.

not because i don't cook and clean and love my husband.

but because i don't want to be touched.

i want to sleep uninterrupted until i wake up. i want to stop cleaning and stop cooking and doing laundry until i'm ready to do those things again.

mothers and wives do not get these options.

i love my family and my life...

but i just want to be alone for as long as i'd like.

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