game of a player-c.d

35.

rosie
next day at doctors
the doctor walks back into the room with a clipboard in his hand and his pen in the other. he sat down infront of me and sighed.

"you can be honest with me when you answer this because it's not my job to judge. but have you had any sexual intercourse lately?" the doctor asked.
"i have, why?" i say.
"because you've been showing symptoms of pregnancy which could be a reason for this pain."

my smile dropped and my heart started to race as my head turns to matt, his eyes were wide too. we were currently sat at the doctors office, trying to figure out what was wrong with me.

i words were mixed up and i couldn't talk because i was so baffled.

"so you're saying she's pregnant?" matt says for me.
"i can't be certain which is why an ultrasound has to take place." he says, "if you could just wait out in the waiting room, i'll have it set up for you."

i nod and walk out of the room and sit down.
i start to whisper yell, "matt what if i'm pregnant? what am i gonna do, i can't fucking do thi-"
he interrupts me, "rosie it's okay, everything's okay." he says pulling me into a hug.

i start to cry into his shirt as his hand strokes the back of my head. i can't have a baby at 16! what the fuck will my dad think of me? but most importantly...cameron.

"what if i am matt? cameron will freak out!" i say.
"please calm down, i know it's bad but i'll be here with you no matter what happens." he says giving me a kiss on the head.
"thank you matt, i love you." i say.

"rosie jones." i heard my doctor call.

i sigh as matt and i get up and walk into the room.

"if you could just lay there and pull up your shirt." the nurse says as she puts on gloves.

she puts the gel on my belly as starts to rub the cold probe against it. i shut my eyes close as i held matts hand, taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out.

i can't have this happen to me.

"you're pregnant!" i heard the nurse call out.

i opened my eyes looked at the monitor, then matt, then i blacked out.

i woke up to see the nurse fanning me, "are you okay?" she asked.
"um, yeah what happened?" i questioned.
"i told you some news and you didn't take it very well." she says.

then it hit me. i am pregnant.

"what do i do?" i ask the nurse.
"come for regular check ups to see how the baby is doing." she says smiling.
"but how do i tell people? i'm 16 and pregnant, do you know how much shit i'll get for that?" i say as i tear falls out of my eye.
"rosie it's okay." matt says reassuring me.
"i suggest you tell the father of this baby first." the nurse says taking her gloves off.

my breathing starts to go funny as i shook my head at what she just said.

"no, no, no. i'm not doing that." i say as i start to push myself up the chair.
"miss, please calm down! we can always help."

i shook my head as i stared at the wall in front of me.

"nothing can help."

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