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e l e v e n

weeks later...
--Jane--
We are currently in Amsterdam. My, has time flown by. It feels like just yesterday Grayson and I landed in Barcelona and danced around La Sagrada Familia.

The rest of the trip before going to the Netherlands, we have been going out, getting drunk, and waking up not remembering anything.

For our 'chill days' we would shop around or go to beach or go cliff jumping. Barcelona was especially fun for our chill days, because Grayson and I went cliff jumping into the Mediterranean. For our savage day there, Grayson told me to try and finesse a guy into giving us free sangría. It didn't work and we almost got the cops pulled on us.

In France, we decided to be REALLY savage and actually stole a bottle of wine before running around Paris getting drunk as we went. We danced around the entire city and somehow ended up at The Louvre. [song: The Louvre by Lorde or Paris by Chainsmokers]

In Milan, we crashed an Italian wedding so we could get free pasta. We ended up doing that for the rest of our savage days. (did i mention we made the front cover of the Daily Mail for crashing weddings and getting drunk around Europe?) Speaking of which, we'll be doing that in two days, and I can't wait!

Overall, Grayson has been extremely sweet and over the top with his cuteness. I think I'm close to confirming my feelings with him, but I want to wait till the time is right and announce it to him.

Grayson and I haven't been sleeping with each other, but there have been times where we would have late night bubble baths with each other just for the fuck of it. We would each have two champagne glasses, a bottle of champagne, and candles surrounding the tub with rose petals because Grayson is so extra. Since Grayson only booked the TOP NOTCH hotels, we would always get the nicest suites.

He even had them put custom made robes with our names on it laid out on the counter of the bathrooms. They sometimes put 'Mr Dolan' and 'Mrs Dolan' or 'Grayson Dolan' and 'Jane Dolan'. I thought it was very cute.

Grayson and I have even been more open with our relationship on social media. Everyone keeps commenting on our instagrams 'MY PARENTS ARE SO CUTE' or 'OMFG WHATEVER HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO GRAY AND JANE IS AMAZING. I LOVE HOW MY SHIP POSTS MORE NOW' or 'I'M STILL WAITING FOR A DOLAN BABY'. i think it's so cute, but I'm not that ready for a kid right now. When the time is right, Grayson and I will try for a baby. Not saying if i do end up getting pregnant that I'll abort it, but if it happens it bappens. I'll wait the nine months and deliver Grayson a child and we'll have an official family.
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We made it to the restaurant, and ordered our dinner. It was a very beautiful restaurant, I must say. Grayson has really out done himself for this trip. I love how thoughtful he is. A few months ago I probably would have thought he just has a rock in his head instead of a brain, but now I understand that everyone does have a brain, even if they don't show it.

"Jane," he speaks up, "you look very beautiful today. Did I mention?" He rubs his thumb over the back of my hand, as they're intertwined across the table.

"Gray, you've told me that after I got dressed and during the car ride--twice." I laugh. His cheeks heat up and he looks down at his lap. He then shortly looks back up, with a smirk.

"Have I told you that I don't condone on lying?" He says randomly, making me get confused. "I speak the truth and nothing but the truth. Which is why I keep saying you look beautiful and gorgeous--because I don't lie, and want to make you feel loved. Because, I love you, Jane Dolan." My cheeks heat up, and he brings my hand up to his lips, and places a soft kiss onto it. The things he does to me. Making me feel all tingly inside and shit. Making me feel like a teenage girl again. Holy fuck! He's perfect, goddamnit!
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Day Three
it's currently 8:30 pm and Grayson wants to get out of the hotel and get drunk while running around the city of Amsterdam. I on the other hand want to just relax before hopping onto our jet back to LA.