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t h i r t e e n

a few days later...
September 14, 2017
--JANE--
It's been days since what happened and the person watching me hasn't called since. I've been crying my eyes out every single night since, and Grayson doesn't know because I wait until he's asleep. I go out to the balcony and just sit there and cry my eyes out while holding my throw blanket before passing out there. And I somehow always end up back in my room, being cuddle by Grayson. It's so fucking weird I cant.

Last night I pulled an all night because I couldn't sleep. I have major bags under my eyes. I haven't looked so gross like this since my senior year during the finals week before Christmas.

We're currently having breakfast, and Piper and Penny just now come down into the kitchen. "Goodmorning, Jane! I hope you've had an amazing slumber!" Penny cheers. "You as well, Grayson!" She adds.

"I slept great, thanks!" Gray smiles.

"I didn't sleep." I mumble.

"What was that? I couldn't quite hear you, Jane." Piper asks.

I take a deep and shaky breath. "I couldn't sleep. I think I'm developing insomnia." I force out. Grayson holds my hand and rubs his thumb over the back of it.

"Aww, I'm sorry baby. You should've told me. Maybe, I should set you up with a specialist?" He suggests and my eyes go wide. No! Who knows if their intentions will be genuine! What if they're watching me? this has honestly gotten so stupid. I can't trust anyone. I feel tears building up and a lump being created in the back of my throat.

"No!" I say a little too quickly and a little too loud. They give me strange looks. "N-no. I'm fine, but thanks, Gray. It means a lot that you care about me so much." He nods.

"I'd take a bullet for you, Jane." He kisses the back of my hand. I nod. hopefully it doesn't come to that.

-

--Grayson--
I'm really worried about Jane. For the past few nights I am always finding her sleeping on the belcony. I always bring her back into bed with me, because I want to make sure she stays safe.

I don't know why, but she's always looking sad and is always acting strange. When I left after breakfast for my audition for a new movie, she looked almost as if hurt and sad. She kept on telling me to be safe and watch myself. I felt so bad that I made our house security keep an extra eye on her.

I just hope she's alright, and gets over whatever she's going. I can't bear to see my Princess be sad. It breaks my heart. I want her to feel nothing but love. We are finally comfortable with each other and I want it to stay that way. God, I hope she's okay.

-

I decided to buy a mixture of red roses and blue petunias; some of her favourites. I bought us a few boxes of pizza; a pineapple one, a veggie one, and a cheese one. What? We like pizza.

I make my way inside the house, and I'm instantly attacked into a hug. I chuckle seeing Jane fling her arms around my neck. I hug her back, trying not to drop the boxes and flowers. I kiss the top of her head. "I missed you, Princess." She pulls away from the hug.

"I missed you so much fucking more, Gray." I can see her eyes are very red. I set down my things on the table, and hold her in my arms.

"Baby, why are your eyes red? What happened? Why were you crying? Remember, I'm here for you; I love you, Jane." She turns her head away from me. "Babe, you gotta talk to me."

"I'm fine, i just missed you that's all." Her voice breaks. she looks up at me again, and i can see the tears forming, almost about to fall.

"Oh, Jane." My heart breaks at this site. I wrap my arms around her, very tightly as she sobs on my shoulder.