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Days Later...

February 13, 2018

--JANE--

It's been days since the last phone call with my stalker, who I now know is Shawn.

How the fuck could I not see it all along? The clues were under my nose the entire fucking time, and I had the nerve to think it was either Josh or Ethan. What the fuck is wrong with me?

I've been very jumpy these last few days, but I try to conceal most of my jumpiness around Grayson. Whenever I hear something drop in the kitchen and it makes a loud crashing sound, I think someone is breaking in. I've been more anxious than I should be, but is there ever really a limit to your anxiety?

Today, we are having a party with some close and mutual friends to celebrate me being pregnant. I haven't been more worried. I told Grayson about it and he told me not to worry and that everything would be fine. So, I decided to push my fears beneath the surface because the show must go on; no one can ever find out about Shawn... not yet at least. To be honest I don't know when I'll grow the balls and tell someone and Shawn. I just hope it's before shit escalates.

Anyways, I'm currently having a last minute fitting for the party when Grayson walks in. All my stylists quietly nod as a greeting as he walks towards me and places his hands on my waist before kissing me softly. "How's my baby girl doing today?" He smiles down at me with his hands still at my sides. I blush slightly before answering him with a shy smile.

"I'm doing well, baby. Thanks for asking." I wrap my arms around his torso and lay my head on his chest. I feel his chest go up and down rapidly as he chuckles. "What's wrong? What's so funny?" I lift my head.

"I wasn't talking to you, Jane, I was talking to my future baby Dolan that we're gonna have." He gives me a cheeky smile and I gasp before smacking his chest.

"You're so mean!" He just keeps laughing before trying to bring me in for a hug. I push him away and cross my arms over my chest. "No! You don't get to have me; you're so rude! You ask how our daughter's day was and made me think you were asking me! How cruel of you, Mr. Dolan!" I jab my finger against his chest and there's this look in his eyes that makes him seem hungry... if you know what I mean. He waves off the stylists and they leave with the door closed. Once Grayson made sure they seemed far enough he pushes me against the wall with a burning desire in his eyes.

"You know what, Mrs. Dolan? I can do whatever the fuck I want because everything in this house is mine -- including you and our baby. So, if I wanna tease you I can, but if you wanna act all brave and shit that won't do because I'll just want to fuck you harder than I want to right now and that wouldn't be very good for our child would it?"

I freeze at his words. "You wouldn't -- "

he cuts me off. "Oh, but you see here, I totally fucking would, darling." He moves a strand of hair out of my face and behind my ear before cupping my face with one hand, inching our faces closer to one and another.

I feel my eyes shutting and my lips hovering over his own. "I love you, Gray." Just as soon the words leave my mouth he closes what little space was in between us by pressing his lips to mine firmly. They linger there for a few moments before he pulls away from me with a soft smile playing on his lips.

"Don't you dare try to test me again, Jane, because I don't how much longer I can hold out from fucking the shit out of you. Got it?" I nod and he kisses my forehead softly. "I love you, Jane, you're gonna look beautiful tonight, I know it." With that he walks out of the room leaving me aching for his touch just once more. I never knew pregnancy would be this hard.

-

The party started twenty minutes ago and there's a lot of people here. I opted to dress in a black dress, well, it's really a dress per se. It's a two piece, it's a black deep-V bodysuit and a lace skirt. I paired it with some black heels, a diamond statement necklace that Grayson bought me from Swarovski, and a watch from Armani. I straightened my hair so it's nice and silky and gave my nails an acrylic French tip. I had my makeup stylist give me a neutral type of look today with all the contour and eyeshadow.