Sam doesn't want to let go of his baby sister. Never once was him or Dean there for her or at least keep her company. He wants to be with her now so badly and be with her.
Badly, badly, badly.
"Sydney, I love you, I hope you know that. Your my baby sister and I should've stayed with you, especially when we were little. I wanted to hunt so bad but I should've stayed with you all that time and we would be close." Sam's eyes started to water. He held Sydney tighter and kissed her head again. Sam sniffled and tried to talk but he couldn't, he couldn't get any words out.
Memories of their father, John, filled Sydney's brain. He was a terrible father to the boys, but John favored Sydney. Sydney was his baby girl, he never wanted her to get hurt.
John never told the boys but he would sometimes look Sydney in a room while they went hunting. Sydney would sit in a circle of salt for hours, days, weeks, only going out of the ring to go to bed or to get something to eat.
It wasn't too much of Sam, it was John.
"SamBam please, it's ok." Sydney shoved her face into Sam's chest, knowing he is about to cry. "No its not! It's really not!" Sam said, shaking his head. "Sammy, I'm here and you're here..." Sydney stopped and slowly pulled away from Sam. "Where is Dean?" She asked her brother, looking up at him. Sam sighed as he sniffles a little and looked over at the door.
"He left didn't he?" Sydney asked him, walking backward from Sam. Sam nodded and looked down at his feet, clearing his throat before speaking. "He went out to a bar, probably more than one," Sam stated. Sydney shook her head and ran her hands through her hair.
"I need to talk to him," Sydney told Sam, starting to panic. "That's impossible right now," Sam said, walking towards Sydney. "We can't get to him right now, he has the car and Cas is up in heaven," Sam said.
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Morning came upon them as they slept on the floor, pillows, and blankets all over, under, and around them. A few books were around the two siblings too, one of them was in Sydney's hand. Sam's computer was out and it had been playing quiet music.
An open of the door let a little light in, but not enough to wake Sam and Sydney. Dean slowly walked into the motel room, seeing his little siblings sleeping.
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Sweet, Sugar, Candy Man
Hayran Kurgu(Not really following the Supernatural storyline) Part 1 Sydney Winchester is the younger sister of the Winchester boys. All her life, her brothers have been hunters and she never got to catch up on it which was exactly what her brothers go for. One...
