What About Me?|| Hayley Leblanc

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"BEEP BEEP BEEP"

i hate that stupid alarm. i would rather sleep in then have to listen to it scolding me if I don't get up. i heard a groan. well, now i know annie's awake.
light rushes into the room as the blinds are open. mommy knows that annie hates that so that's what she has to do to get her up. just in case you didn't figure it out, she's a really heavy sleeper.
today annie has to be at the studio really early to film chicken girls. i, on the other hand am going shopping with paige! im so excited to go, I really just want some alone time with her! annie has been so busy, and i have been becoming more invisible.
because jay slept over, she got to come with annie to film. me and paige wanted to get an early start to the mall. Los Angeles has awesome malls! there was only one problem: i was still in my pajamas! i rummaged through my suitcase and pulled out some bleached denim overalls, a dark sequins shirt, a pair of glasses, and adidas with mac 'n' cheese socks. the perfect outfit combo. annie would have said it was tacky, but i don't care. i took a quick look at my instagram page and snapchats before i brushed my hair and teeth and everything in between that. i looked at a few comments on my latest post, but i knew if i did i might get hurt. lately it has been the same old things; "oh my god your like 5 stop trying so hard" and "quit trying to be like your sister".
just thinking about it makes my heart hurt. every time i looked at them i would say over and over again;
hayley, your not good enough.
your a wannabe.
stop trying to be like annie.........
but today, nothing could bring me down! I knew none of that stuff could get to me.
but to my surprise, all i saw were comments like these:
"pretty girl❤️"
"Slay Hay!"
"don't let those haters bring you down, your perfect just the way you are"
a smile crossed my face. i knew today way going to be great.