Bittersweet Memoir [Previously Dear Heart, Why?]

Hope(less)

People said I'm a cynical, that I've never in love with anyone.

But they don't understand.

I am capable of love.

I'm just scared of the huge amount of love could do to me.

But maybe what scared me the most is....

If I woke up one day

And I forgot my own smile.

I'd probably still remember yours.

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I was inspired by some quotes on wattpad *but I forgot where the heck I got it* but I slightly change it.
Excuse for any grammatical error(s) or typo(s)