Bittersweet Memoir [Previously Dear Heart, Why?]

am I missing something?

I feel like it just happened yesterday

Seeing your smile

Cooking and eating together

But now... it's all gone

The funmy thing is

It's been gone for over a year

And the wound is still fresh

It still hurts like it just happened yesterday

It is crazy how everything changes in a blink of an eye

I was your everything

And now, I am your nothing

Am I missing something here?

Staring at my phone,

Looking at your contact

Wondering whether opening a fresh wound will be worth it

It just takes a single press

And everything could go wrong or right

I don't even know what's right and wrong anymore

Am I missing something here?

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I don't why but somehow I feel like I want to write a very long ass author note/rant
Anyway, how was your day? I hope you have better day than mine. I feel so emotionally exhausted so Im sorry if this chapter just feel empty. Hope u have a nice day (I know I've said it before but honestly just want to write)

I am halfway asleep rn so im sorry if i make any grammatical erroe or spelling error. Fyi, im suck at spelling