They're in love with ME?![μ's x Male Reader] {COMPLETE}

BELATED BIRTHDAY SPECIAL!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO RIN! (Nov. 1) I know I haven't been updating, I'm really sorry 😞  anyway here is the belated birthday special for Rin! 

P.S. The ending is kind of... Sad... ;-;

(Y/N)'s P.O.V.

 "Hey guys you sure this is a great idea?" I asked while looking down, we were all at the tallest building, wondering why the hell are we here on the roof of the tallest building? Well we were here to plan for my girlfriend's birthday.
"Of course! Rin loves extreme things!" Honoka said and I gulped and looked at the edge and I felt like fainting. There's a difference between me and Rin, Rin loves extreme things while I on the other hand is afraid of those. 
"There is no way I'm going to do it!" I shouted and they all pouted

"Aww c'mon, you should you would do anything for your Rin!" Kotori said and I gulped again and sigh
"B-b-b-but still! This looks really risky!" I shouted and my voice echoed and everyone sigh. Then I received a call from Rin, I shushed everyone and I answered the call
"Hello?" I said 

"Hey  (Y/N)! Where are you guys? Why aren't you in the school roof nya?" She said and I flinched and looked at everyone

"A-ah about that, there is no practice today, since something happened!" I lied and everyone face palmed

"Something happened, nya?"  Rin said and I looked at everyone, they all knew that I'm not good at lying, what am I supposed to say?
"Y-y-yeah s-something h-h-happened." I stuttered hopefully Rin would believe it.

"Alright so where are you right now, nya?" She asked and everyone widen their eyes and I was sweating so much, I hate lying to my girl friend. But I didn't have any other choice.
"I'm currently at home." I tried to act cool and calm and everyone was really worried that I might mess up.

"Lie. I'm just right in front of your house ringing the doorbell."  I stood there clearly shock.

"W-what?"I stuttered.

"(Y/N), do you even love me? I bet you don't. After all I look like a boy." 

"Rin, look I love you and only you so plea-" 

"If you love me why did you lie to me?" She sounded like she was crying. I widen my eyes as I listen to her sob.
"Rin..." 

"Just leave me alone. Bye." She said and ended the call. I stood there clearly shock and worried. And soon when anger took over I threw my phone on the concrete floor. And lucky enough it didn't break but as soon as I picked it up there were lots of cracks on the screen. I picked it up and fell down on my knees and cried 
"I'm the worst liar." I sobbed and everyone looked at me clearly worried. 

"I'm sure you and Rin will be fine tomorrow." Honoka said and I wiped my eyes and sigh

"I'm not so sure about that." I said and left the rooftop then I went home immediately, I locked the door and locked the door to my room. I  walked towards my window and closed the window and curtains. I walked towards my study table and grab the picture frames, each picture frame was me and Rin. I smile as all the memories started to flood right back to my head, all the smiles and dates we shared I really love Rin. I don't want to lose her. 
"I'm so pathetic!" I shouted and threw the books that were on my table. Then I saw a note. I picked it up and opened it

To my beloved (Y/N),
I really miss you and also I love you! I hope this letter reaches you! I was wondering there was a new ramen shop that opened yesterday and I was wondering if you and I could go there and maybe eat ramen :3 anyway if you finish reading this then text me so that we can go there together.

From your beloved girlfriend, Hoshizora Rin!

That's it after reading the letter I cried so hard tears were on the letter and I hugged the letter tightly and lay down on my bed. Soon I fell asleep while gripping the letter.

When I woke up everything was blurry when I noticed that I was still wearing the same clothes I wore last night but then I noticed the letter, I immediately felt guilty, I stood up and walked towards the bathroom but as soon as I opened the door to my room everything was so damn bright I had to cover my eyes, when I went inside the bathroom my eyes were red and puffy. I sigh and washed my face, then I realized today was Rin's birthday. I let out a sad sigh and walked towards my room again, my room was clean but it was really dark, I walked towards my bed to grab my phone when I checked the time it was already mid day which means classes are already starting. I read the messages that was sent early. I felt really bad because most of the messages was from Rin, I decided to power off my phone and used the computer to play MMORPG. What a bad way to celebrate my girlfriend's birthday. But I bet they're having fun. 

"Ughhhhh!" I shouted and smashed the keyboard, I was so frustrated and depressed I didn't know what to do, I'm pathetic, a coward, a dumbass, and a liar. I don't deserve Rin... I should just end my life... I look at my picture frame and there was a picture of me and Rin on our first date, I stood up and grab the picture frame. I hugged it I look up and there was a pocket knife behind the picture frame I grab it and look at the picture frame again and cried
"Rin, I'm sorry." I sobbed and then I lifted the picture frame and smashed it on the ground then I place the pocket knife on my chest.
"Happy birthday Rin, I love you and I'm sorry." Then I thrust the knife into my chest and I coughed blood I look at my chest as the blood started to spread and I fainted. So this is how I die huh? What a cruel and stupid way to die...

I'm sorry Rin.

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I'm sorry about the ending... I'm just... Depressed...