Worth It. (Sam Wilkinson)

15. 21 Questions.

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There's so many typos in this I apologize in advance. I just wanted to update because it's been so loong since I've posted the last chapter. I tried to make this chapter as long as I possibly could!!
The kiss I shared with Sam has been creeping into my thoughts everytime it gets the chance to. We were so playful one moment than all of a sudden he pulled a move. But there's always one place where my mind runs off to, and if it's he's done this with other girls before. I'm afraid my subconscious is telling me yes.
My feelings have just been a jumbled up knot the moment Sam's lips crashed into mine and I don't even know what my current feelings towards him are right now. Feelings are weird and complicated. You can't choose how you feel, it just happens. You have no control over it whatsoever but, one thing you do have control over is whether or not you want to reveal your feelings out in the open. I'm not a big fan of vulnerability or rejection so I chose not to show any differences in my behavior towards Sam this past week. Our relationship is completely affable and it'll stay that way.
I'm not even sure if I feel about Sam in that type of way. I've never been with a guy and Sam isn't really the ideal guy a girl who has never had a boyfriend should be with for her first relationship. I mean come on. The school Badboy and the straight A new girl fall in love? That stuff only happens in books and movies.
It's not that Sam will be my boyfriend I'm just-Whatever it's probably nothing. It's was just a kiss and I'm just rambling all these thoughts in my head. I should've even be spending so much time thinking about it, it probably already has slipped his mind. As it should mine.
Besides, even if there was a possiblity Sam liked me, I wouldn't want to be labled as one of the girls he's had a "one time" thing with. I'm afraid he'll just throw me to the curb like the rest of the other girls. I haven't been here at AHHS for long, but his reputation with girls is pretty known amongst the students at school. Which is why I'm still unsure why a majority of the females at school like him. I guess his father is right,
Wilk-men have a certain effect on the ladies.
It's Thursday now, and we don't really have much to work on besides to just proof read our essay. The week passed by real quick. Sam and I better receive a hundred on this report. I have to say, we make a pretty good team when he's not trying to fool around and actually tries to get work done. I made my way to my locker after p.m. homeroom to leave some of the books I didn't need behind. As I was in the process of pulling out my books from my backpack, someone squeezed my sides, making me jump.
"Sam, I swear don't d--"
"Sam?" A familiar voice questioned. turn around to see Alex with a confused look plastered onto her features.
"Oh, my bad. What's up?"
"Nothing, it's just that we haven't hung out in a while."
"We just saw each other at lunch." I laughed closing my locker.
"That doesn't count, you butt." Awh, it's actually really nice for someone i've only known for a few weeks or so wants to spend time with me.
"Are you mocking me?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"You're possibly the only junior in Highschool who still says 'butts' as in insult" she joked. Her statement made me laugh, and she was probably right.
"Yeah yeah. So when do you wanna hang out?" I replied.
"Let's hang out this weekend. You, me, Anna, and Brielle. You're actually one of the few girls I can tolerate at this school and I'm glad since hanging out with the three dorks gets a little boring."
"Wait, you hang out with Anna and Brielle? I'm down to hang out, just text me whenever." I smiled.
"Yeah I know them. They seemed pretty chill at the party last Friday and I decided to get to know them. They talk about you actually, good things only, dont worry. They told me when Mckenzie pushed you during gym acting like she was trying to hit the ball. Funniest shit!" Alex laughed.
"oh my gosh she didn't even hit the ball over the net!" I laughed. We exited through the main doors of Aiden High and instantly we saw the head of blonde locks. "Speaking of the devil..." Alex said while McKenzie walked by us holding hands with some guy. The instant she saw us, she rolled her eyes. I, on the other hand gave her a smile.
Seconds later someone comes in between Alex and me and slings their arms over our shoulders. I didn't even have to look up at him to know who it was just by looking at his shoes.
"What's all the laughing about? I could hear you guys laughing when you guys came out of the doors." he chuckled.
"I was just reminding Casey for when McKenzie pushed her down during gym." Alex giggled.
"Funniest shit ever. The fact that she didnt even hit the ball over the net is hilarious, I'm sorry." he laughed. I couldn't help but join in as well.
"So where are you girls headed to?" Matt questioned raising one eyebrow.
"I actually have dance in a few minutes so I better get going soon.." Alex gave me quick hug and waved Matt goodbye.
Matt and I waved goodbye in sync.
"How bout you, Casey?" He asked while rocking back and forth on his feet while he shoved his hands in his front pockets.
"Uh, I just have to revise this english paper with Sam." I replied in monotone.
"Sam, huh?" He asked me with an unreadable expression.
"Yup, Sam." I confirmed.
"Alright, just be careful and goodluck on that report. If you ever decide to ditch him and you wanna hang out with me and the guys, text me. Or we can just hang out, the both of us." He gestured between the two of us and winked while walking off probably to Niall and Cameron.
"Nah I'm good." I laughed. He turned around and just shook his head playfully.
I walked to my car and threw my bag in the back seat. Just when I'm about to hop into my car, I remember that I don't have Sam's number. How am I going to tell him to meet up with me for proof reading? Forget it, I'll just do it myself, it's not that much work to do anyway.
I turn the fan on since I was slightly sweating due to the hot weather. It's September but it's still humid. I buckled my seat belt and right when I'm about to pull out of my parking spot, I see a tall guy nearing.
He opens the passenger door and hops into my car.
"Uhhh.." I look at him not really sure what to say.
"What, you think I forgot about proof reading today?" Sam asked me with a blank expression.
"I thought you just bailed on me for one of your...friends." I tried to muster up a substitution word to call his
'girl-friends'
"I couuuuuld, but I won't. Besides,how could I forget?" He asked as if it was completely obvious he wouldn't.
"Mhm.." I just mumbled.
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We were sprawled on my bed, laying on our stomachs propped up onto our elbows.
"We should include that quote from Tom Paine about greater triumph and apply it to Montag and Faber in the third paragraph." Sam said.
"Oh yeah, that's actually a really good idea." I said while typing the detail into the essay.
"I have my moments." He playfully popped the collars of his shirt.
"Would you like a cookie?" I rolled my eyes jokingly.
"I'd rather have a kiss, but I could settle for a cookie." He smirked.
I typed up a few more words, ignoring Sam's flirtatious comment. What is this boy and kissing omgah. I might as well shove a cookie into his mouth to keep him occupied. He probably said all the things he's saying to me right now, to a bunch of other girls. Except, there's a huge difference between me and the other girls he's fooled around with. I'm not easy.
"Ok, you can go kiss one of the girls at school if you'd like." I smirked while typing the last sentence for the report.
"Is someone jealous?" He asked in a mocking tone.
Maybe.
"No, ew. You woulda thought." I scoffed.
Just when Sam was about to say something back, a familiar voice interrupted him.
"CASEEEEEEEEEYYYYY!!" I heard a little boy's voice yell from downstairs.
It's my butt of a brother that I love, Haiden. I don't really feel like moving, he'll eventually come into my room.
"Who's that?" Sam asked while raising his eyebrow.
"My brother." I stated nonchalantly scrolling through my instagram feed.
"You have a brother?" He yawned.
"Yupp." I said popping the p.
"Yo Casey you'll never belie-- who's this?" He barged into my room as I expected.
"This is Samantha. Samantha this is Haiden. You can call him Sam for short." I laughed and introduced the two of them to each other.
"Uh, hi?" My brother said while getting higher at the end like it was a question. All I could do was laugh.
"My name isn't Samantha." He chuckled. "What's up little man?" He asked lifting up his hand for a fist bump.