The Only One Who's Holy (Hayley Williams x Lynn Gunn)

1. It has to be so lonely

Hayley Williams was never one to leave a bad taste in your mouth.

She was as sweet as bubblegum, yet others still chewed her up and spat her out. She was as addictive as the first cigarette of the day , yet others breathed her in and then threw her to the floor, stamping her out and killing her flame. And oh, she was as joyful as a young bird tweeting a beautiful melody in the early hours of the morning, and yet others grew annoyed and prayed for her silence.

Did she notice these things? Of course, after all she had all 5 senses. She'd be foolish to miss the patterns forming with every human she's come into contact with.

Does she acknowledge these things? Fuck no. Because of all people, she needed her sanity the most, or else she wouldn't be able to live off of others, just like they lived off of her.

She was only in high school, yet she already had a long list of lovers who resented her. She was sort of a player-You could say that commitment wasn't too familiar to her. After all, in the past moth she had already gone through two heart broken girlfriends.

She wondered if something was wrong with her. She almost always dated interesting girls who had nothing wrong with them (not to mention, they were always hot as fuck) so why was she never happy with anyone but herself?

Alright, maybe she was a bit of a narcissist. She was a mirror on the ceiling type- dating hot girls partially just to better her own image. After all, two good looking girls was always better than one.

Perhaps she needed to sort her shit out, settle down and find comfort in a committed relationship with someone she really liked, and maybe build up an incredible bond that could be called real, pure, love

However, there's just one problem-

She'd literally rather die.