I Was Made For You

on my own

And this won't be the last time / that I break down and wanna crawl to bed / cause the truth is / you're the only voice I wanna hear in my head

-in bloom, neck deep

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"Tim's coming home for Thanksgiving!" Arizona said excitedly as she answered the door for Callie. "Which means you and your family are having Thanksgiving with us...unless you already have plans."

"Nope, no plans," Callie laughed. "Are you sure you want my entire family meeting your entire family?"

"Of course I do!" The blonde smiled. "And my dad is gonna be home in an hour. He's so excited to meet you."

"I am too," Callie smiled, following Arizona into the kitchen.

"Hi sweetheart," Barbara said, giving the girl a small hug.

"Hi Mrs. Robbins," Callie replied. Even though Barbara had said she could call her by her first name, Callie still didn't feel comfortable doing it.

"Are you staying for dinner?" She asked after checking the temperature of the pot roast in the oven.

"Yes, she is," Arizona replied, pecking her girlfriend on the lips before walking over to the fridge. "Babe, do you want a water?"

"Sure," Callie replied, anxiously fidgeting with the hem of her shirt. She had hoped she would be able to get out of dinner so she wouldn't have to spend a lot of time with Arizona's dad. The man seemed very intimidating and had high standards from what she had heard.

"Come upstairs with me, I just have to finish my theology homework," Arizona said, taking the girl's hand and leading her up to the bedroom. Once they were inside, Arizona closed the door behind her and gently pushed the taller girl up against it. "You're nervous," she said, brushing a piece of hair out of Callie's face.

Callie nodded, looking down at Arizona's lips before making eye contact with the girl again. "A little," she whispered, putting her hands on the blonde's waist and pulling her closer. "Right now the only thing I'm thinking about is making out with you."

"Glad we're on the same page," Arizona whispered, leaning closer and gently kissing Callie.

"Fuck, you're so hot," Callie whispered in between kisses, moving her arms lower on the girl's back. She felt Arizona's tongue along her bottom lip and and opened her mouth to let it in. Their tongues fought with each other for a few minutes or so, each second getting hotter.

"We need to stop before we end up going further," Arizona said with a soft laugh when they eventually pulled away, too out of breath to think straight.

"That was really hot, I had no idea you had that in you, Robbins," Callie laughed, walking over to the mirror to fix her hair.

"Trust me, you turned me on enough," Arizona laughed as she laid down on her bed before rolling over on her stomach to finish her homework. "I hate theology so much, I'm not even religious," she sighed.

"My family's super Catholic, so I grew up with it," Callie shrugged with a laugh. "Of course I don't believe half of that stuff but like it's nice having something to believe in, I guess. Like if everything else gets bad, God is always there." One of the things her mom had told her when she came out was that God hated her, and she spent so long trying to find a way to have a relationship with God after that. Fortunately, her aunt was really supportive and helped her realize that God made her this way and loves her just the same.

"That's sweet," Arizona said with a genuine smile. "I honestly don't know about religion, I believe there's something...some power that's above me but I never really thought of the importance of it."