You Are Beautiful To Me ~Frerard AU~

My Way Is The Best Way

Frank's Pov:

As I lay in Gerard's arms sleeping, I hear him hum and whisper sweet things to me. He's honestly the best and most beautiful thing to happen to me. He's kind, caring, loving, smart, beautiful, a great artist, a beautiful singer, and an amazing partner. He always has my back and I couldn't ask for a better man to spend the rest of my life with. He might not be perfect, but then again who is. He is my heart and my soul, the reason to breath and the reason I pull through tough times. I think about how we're getting married and butterflies form in my stomach and it's one of the best feelings ever. I dream of what our future will hold and I see us married and having children and just being a perfect family. Gerard would make such a good father, he's always so good around his little cousins, so tender and loving towards them, it's like he is their second mother. It makes me wonder if Gerard ever wants kids, I mean we briefly talked about it before but that was at the end of our first year together.... I guess we'll just have to talk about it again. I wake up when I hear Gerard scream.
"Gee are you ok?" I ask sleepily.
"No There's A God Damned Spider!"
"Gee you aren't afraid of spiders-"
"Yeah I'm usually not but this one is huge and it's fucking crawling on me" he says and i screech, practically jumping out of his arms.
"Frankie get it off" He whine/yells. I look at him, and there it was, a big spider crawling across Gerard's face. I internally panic as I grab the spider off of Gerard's face. I open the window and throw it outside. Gerard smiles.
"Thank you Frankie, you're my hero" he says and I smile.
"Anything for you Gee" I reply sweetly, "Gee how on Earth did a spider get on your face though?"
"Ok so I was sitting here with you sleeping in my arms and then all of a sudden this motherfucking spider drops from the ceiling, hanging on its silky little web, now I'm like 'oh hello spider what are you doing' and before I could even process what was going on, it swung itself onto my face and I screamed." He says and I nod.
"I think the spider wanted to say hi gee"
"Well it could have done that from a distance instead of being on my face"
"It gave you a little hug"
"well I didn't give it consent"
"true" I giggle. Gerard smiles and makes grabby hands for me. I go over to Gerard and he hugs me tightly. I hug him back and we just stay there like that for a while.
"Gerard do you ever want kids" I ask softly, not realizing I had asked. Gerard blushed a light pink.
"Yeah... one day I would love to have little Gerards and little Franks running around, sharing stories and making memories." My heart melts when I hear him say that "Frankie do you want children?" he asks and I nod.
"I'd love to have someone to teach and care for, but mostly I want to give my children what my dad never gave me, and that was a normal childhood. All I knew was how to run away from my problems, until I found you. You helped give me a better life and a reason to face my fears. Your family helped give me the life I never had, and I love you so very much and I can't thank you enough for giving me an opportunity to have a normal childhood" I see tears form in Gerard's eyes "Frankie you deserve so much more than what I can give you, if I could I'd give you the world. You will be the best father in the whole world despite what your dad has done. I love you to death and I'd give my life for you" Gerard says and I kiss him passionately. He kisses back and we seemingly melt together, our lips perfectly in sync, and for a moment in time we become one. We eventually had to pull away because breathing is a thing we need to do. We look at each other slightly, smiling softly and panting. That was one of the best kisses Gerard and I have shared, the best kiss being our first kiss. We look into each other's eyes for a moment before Gerard kisses me, his kiss full of need and want. I let him take control, which wasn't like me but today Gerard seemed very dominant and I was enjoying it. He pushes me back on the bed and straddles me, he trails the kisses down my jaw and onto my neck. He sucks little purple marks onto my skin causing me to groan softly. He pulls on my shirt wanting to take it off and I give him permission. After a while of discarding clothes and passionate love making, Gerard and I lay next to each other, sharing a loving embrace. Gerard was humming softly, it was a song I had never heard before. It sounded lovely and I decided not to interrupt him by asking him what it was. I just listened carefully to each note he hummed and I was soon pulled into sleep.

Gerard's Pov:

Frank is the love of my life and I can't wait until the day we officially spend the rest of our lives together. As he's laying in my arms I hum him a soft song, but what he doesn't know is that I wrote this song for him and he will get to hear it on our wedding day. I'm having Ray and Mikey help me along with a few other people. We should start planning a date for our wedding but we can do that tomorrow, for now I just want to cuddle Frank and know that the world will be alright. After we told Ray and Mikey about Frank and I's engagement Ray has texted me and asked random little things about Mikey... He also said that he needs to talk to me in the morning which makes me slightly worried. But I decide not to worry about it right now, it's probably nothing bad. I slowly head off to sleep, listening to the soft rhythmic patterns of Frank's breathing.