Today, they were going to perform in front of JYP-nim.
Jeongin was busy with his lines.
"Guys, whatever happens, just face it. Just try your best." Chan said.
Jeongin just practiced his lines. "Urgh. Ah, Jeongie. Good luck, good luck to the others too." Doyeon gave a quick peck at Jeongin's cheek.
FLASHBACK
Jeongin walked home. Doyeon was his neighbour. Suddenly, he saw an ambulance. He saw many cars outside his house.
He saw his aunty waiting by the door with teary eyes. He walked quickly towards her with Doyeon by his side.
"Aunty, what is h-happening?" Jeongin asked.
His aunty just pointed inside, people were gathering at a corner.
Jeongin just entered.
So, this is life,
Death can happen any moment.
It was shocking for him to discover his mother at the couch, pale, blue.
The doctor was by her side checking her,
Jeongin immediately ran towards her.
His mother was conscious enough to notice his presence,
"Jeongie-ya. Come closer." his mother said, Jeongin obeyed her.
"Eomma is going to the one and only paradise, to where every being belongs."
A tear came out her eyes. She sniffed and continued.
"After eomma goes, eomma wont be there to wash the clothes,
feed you,
walk you to school,
cook for you,
read you bedtime stories,
sing you lullabies,
and even sleep by your side,
taking care of the n-nightmares."
"From now on, you are going to be responsible. Learn about things with aunty."
"Eomma is sorry, for not being able to stay with you forever,"
Jeongin wanted to hold in his tears,
but he couldnt.
He started crying while holding her hand tight.
"Please tell Byung, and appa, that I am sorry and I love them with all my heart,"
"Be g-good, help the needy."
Jeongin just hugged her mother tight, her mother was crying inside.
"I l-love you. Jeongie-ya, your a blessing to me."
Jeongin looked at her face to see her eyes closed.
The doctor felt her pulse.
"Not beating." the doctor said. Everyone looked down,
"Eomma, why are you going up there? STAY WITH ME!"
Jeongin just hugged her tight.
He knew he couldnt do anything,
But he just couldnt let go.
"EOMMA, DONT DO THIS TO ME."
"YOU P-PROMISED THAT YOU WOULDNT LEAVE ME LIKE APPA DID!"
Jeongin was going nuts.
He wiped his face.
"Eomma, I didnt get to say anything to you."
"You just left me like that."
"In a blink of an eye."
"I know that I always upset you. Sometimes, you would have to come to the school quickly even when your busy, because I would be in trouble."
"At night, I would hear you cry, sobbing in your room because appa did terrible things to you."
"Eomma, why do you look so calm, are you just sleeping?"
"Only angels like you can be so calm, even when miserable things happen."
"EOMMA, sorry for not being there. I l-love you too."
Jeongin just hugged her tight.
"Now, your gone. I dont even know what I am going to do without you."
END OF FLASHBACK
"For eomma." Jeongin chanted as he entered the room.
JYP-nim was in front.
"Show me what you got." he said. The song played. Jeongin and the others got ready in their positions.
And with that, they performed with passion.
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"I have to acknowledge someone here, who I think shined the most." JYP-nim said.
"Jisung." Jisung bowed as he said that. The others envied him, he always seemed talented.
"Unfortunately, it might be hard. For some of you to debut."
The trainees were worried at his statement. Jeongin was worried thinking bout his performance, he couldve done better.
"Minho."
"Hyunjin."
"Jeongin."
Jeongin was taken aback.
How?
He failed.
JYP-nim continued talking but Jeongin couldnt stay focus. He just wondered on how he could do better.
"Life is full of obstacles, we just have to face reality."
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Fanfiction» When 9 people struggle to debut, until one saddens another. No one knows how life before an idol is. This is the story of Yang Jeongin. Stray Kids | TRAINEES™ Credit to;- @hyunjin_kyeopta, @minhocute_, @woojinie_kim ;- with the story. Started;- 3...
