Trainees | Yang Jeongin ✔

6| Guys

Jeongin. Locked himself in his room.

Chan, critical in the hospital.

No chance of his survival.

Just death.

No words.

The public is crazy.

And the trainees are too.

Jeongin was the most crazy.

Crying, sobbing in his room.

Like a lifeless person.

Jeongin wanted to kill himself.

But he couldn't.

He secretly went outside his room. He went to the roof top.

He stepped on the edge, looking down.

He should be up there, not his hyung;- he thought.

"Here I go. Annyeong; world." with that Jeongin left the world.

-

"ANDWE!" Jeongin screamed. His neighbours could hear. Seungmin sprinted towards him. Jeongin just covered himself.

"We are meeting Channie, so dress up."

Jeongin smiled under the blanket. He was nervous. It was his fault. Not Chan.

"The doctor said he is fine, conscious." Seungmin smiled. Jeongin felt happy.

But scared.

To be faulted on.

He couldn't think straight in the car ride. Until they arrived.

Even in the elevator, his heart was thumping like crazy.

The doctor was speaking to Minho. "He is fine, let's go in." Minho led the others.

"Oh, ANNYEONG~" Chan smiled sheepishly.

Jeongin just stood by the door. He didn't want to walk in.

He didn't know why he wanted to cry. Cause of guilt.

"Hi, stranger." Chan waved towards Jisung who was walking towards him.

"Stranger, my name is Jisung, hyung!" Jisung poked him at his arm.

"Oh, Jisung. Who are the others?" Chan pointed to the line of people beside Jisung.

"Y-you don't remember?" Jisung looked shock.

"He has amnesia."

-

"I told him everything about his life, he can't remember." his sister said as she arrived.

Jeongin was speechless.

"It is my fault." Jeongin spoke out making everyone look at him.

"No, don't take the fault." Seungmin confronted him. The maknae shook his head.

"It is mine. For carelessly crossing the stupid road." Jeongin stood up.

Seungmin chased after him as he ran towards the stairs.

Seungmin knew where he was going. He was going to the;- rooftop.

Seungmin arrived panting, he saw Jeongin playing around at the edge of the rooftop.

"Maknae, don't!"

"It is my fate, I saw it in my dreams."

"It is destiny, to be up there, to take my place back. Annyeong~"

Jeongin waved goodbye.

"Does Chan want to see you like this?"

Jeongin stopped, turning around.

"You don't even know whether he will not remember, maknae!"

"What if he remembers, if you fall, he will be sad. No one would want that."

Jeongin looked down. He realized his action. He trembled. Seungmin hugged him tightly making him not fall.

"Why am I like this? I am making a fool of myself."

"Its fine, let's just hope he will get his memory back."

And with that, Jeongin had courage to meet Chan.

"H-hello-."

"your Jeongin, the maknae."

"Are you fine?"

"I am, I just hope that I recover."

"What did they say?"

"They didn't tell me why I ended up here, but it was because of my hero act. Which I don't know."

"If you knew what you did, you would be proud and grateful that you survived." Jeongin whispered to himself. He was clueless.

"But at least I am alive. I only remember myself and your names."

Chan chuckled making Jeongin laugh. Chan looks so blurr, it is funny.

"Hyung, I hope you regain your memory."

"I hope you have a good day."

Chan smiled.

Jeongin was happy. The saying was true.

When seeing his hyung smile, he feels like the most relieved person in the world.

"If you smile, the world will smile."