Shawn Mendes Imagines

Heartbroken

Who knew that your best friend could break your heart so many times. I always thought that he would never do it, but guess what. He did it. We were friends since we were babies. And now after 15 years, not anymore. There were times that I was so proud at him, but if you looked at the consequences.

Then you know how hard it is going to be. You probably wanna know what he did. Well, first he joined Magcon. That was not bad, but him being away for so long was awful. Not seeing him in school was one of the hardest things ever. He was always there for me when the popular girls were bullying me.

When he came back from his Magcon show in Florida, I was a crying mess. The most popular girl was bullying me to the edge. I missed him. I was missing the 'Don't listen to them' speech, but that never came. After he arrived at his house, he immediately came to me. Since we were little, we were used to sleep together. That all started because I was scared of storms. I told him everything that happened when he was gone and it felt like he didn't care.

In the morning, he was playing with my hair.

'Y/n, I have to tell you something.'

I turned around and saw a smile on his face.

'I'm together with Kylie.'

And that was the cause of my biggest headache ever. He was together with the girl who bullies me. I tried acting normal for him, but that disappeared when I was at school. I heard her saying things about shawn. That she only wants him because he is in Magcon. I walked towards her and just listened to what she had to say.

'Y/n knows about what I'm talking about.'

I gave her a confused look and saw that evil smile coming on her face.

'You're using Shawn because he is getting famous. I always knew that you were like me.'

The moment that her bullshit came out of her mouth, I slapped her. How can she says those stuff about him. He is literally one of the sweetest guys ever. I took my bag and walked to my house. I don't care if I ditch the important classes.

When I arrived there, I saw him standing in front of my door.

'Why the hell, y/n.'

I ignored him and made my way to the stairs.

'Talk to me.'

'Why.'

' Y/n! Why can't you be happy for me. She is so sweet to me .'

I turned to him and saw that he was really pissed.

'Sweet to you? You mean that she is saying stuff behind your back. That she is the main reason why I am cutting myself. That she is sweet. Shawn, I always thought that you were smart. But now you just made a big mistake.'

'Are jealous? Is that the reason why you slapped her.'

Yes, I'm jealous. But who wouldn't be.'

'What do you mean?'

'Why can't she has something that I want for 5 years? Why can't she have it in a week.'

'What are you talking about?' 

'It's you, Shawn! I fucking love you. I hate myself for this. I love you.'

I walked upstairs and saw him sitting on the floor with his face in his hands. And that was the moment, where I lost him. Or well, I thought I lost him. Before I could open my door, I heard him shouting something.

' I LOVE YOU TOO!'

 Hearing him saying those three words is something special. I stopped walking and just stood there wondering if he actually meant it. He walked upstairs and I just felt the tears in my eyes. Why does he do this? First breaking my heart and then just saying those three words. He gently touched my shoulder and turned me around. When his eyes met mine there was this moment when I felt butterflies. He just stood there looking me in the eyes. Tears were rolling over my face and sobs escaped. 

'Why are you crying?' 

'You just told me that you love me after all these years. Do you actually mean it.?' 

He pulled me in a hug and whispered softly. 

'Ofcoure I mean it. Kylie was just a distraction from all of this. I always thought that you didn't love me back.'

 I pulled back and just stood there against my door. 

'What are you going to do now?'

 'I think that i'm gonna breakup with her.'

 'Shawn.'

 'Yes.' 

'You can't come here saying that you love me and think that I'm gonna forgive you. You broke my heart and I need time to fix it.' 

I opened my door and walked in.

 'Let me help you fix it. Those weren't three empty words. I really love you.'

 'Just give me some time, Shawn.' 

 Weeks past by and my love for him didn't disappear. I really do love him, but I'm afraid. Seeing him again after weeks should make any difference. Should I take him or should I just leave it this way? I really have no clue. He's been away for two weeks, I don't know why or with who. I don't even know if he is still with her. It's now 4 am and I'm still laying here not getting asleep. I laid down on my stomach, but suddenly I heard a noise. I turned back and saw someone coming in. It only can be my dad or Shawn, because they have the key. I just laid down watching the person walking closer to me. 

'Y/n, are you sleeping?'

 'No.'

 I took my phone and putted my flashlight on. It was Shawn taking of his shirt. 

'What are you doing here?'

 'I am back from New York and I just miss you.'

 He got in bed and pulled me closer to him. Electricity was running through my body when our bodies touched. Feeling his warmth again against my skin. 

'Why were you in New York?'

 'I signed a deal with Island Records.'

 'WHAT THAT IS AMAZING!'

 'I know, but there's one thing that is more amazing.'

 'What?'

 I looked him right in the eyes and waited until he finally answered. 

'You as my girlfriend. I know that I hurt you, but I freaking love you.' 

His warm breath was now against my soft, pink lips. 

'Shawn.'

 'Please be my girlfriend.'

 'Shawn, please kiss me.'

 When the final words came out of my mouth, I felt his lips on mine. Feeling this after 5 years is wonderful. I never thought that this kid would make me feel this way.