Shawn Mendes Imagines

Mistake

 When I need him the most, he's never here. I'm always there for me. Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe we should break up. I freaking hate it when I see those rumours about him and someone else and I can't do anything. I have this feeling for a month and I'm gonna say it to him. I walked out of my car towards his door. I'm scared. I knocked on his door and waited until he opened the door. 

'Hey darling. What are you doing here this early?'

 'We need to talk, Shawn.' 

He let me in and I took a seat in his big couch. 

'Kelsey? Why do I have the feeling that this is bad?'

 'Shawn. It's time to be honest.'

 He sat next to me and took my hands in his.

 'Okay.'

 'Do you really love me?'

 'Ofcourse, I do. Are you considering about that?' 

'I freaking need you Shawn! But you're never here. I'm always here for you, but you're not for me. I hate when they publish rumours about you and models. Maybe we were a mistake.'

 'You're freaking kidding me, right? I know that I'm never here for you, but it hurts too. To see you like this. To hear from Aaliyah that you're unhappy or even depressed. I love you so much.'

'I have the feeling that you're not telling me everything.'

 'There are some things I need to confess. Those rumours were a little bit true.'

 'You freaking cheated on me?'

 'See it in my perspective! I have to see how many boys can flirt with you. I hate being this far away from you. I hate it not having you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me.' 

'How many times, Shawn?'

 'Three.' 

He looked down and our hands and just played with the bracelet he gave me when we were 6.

 'I'm sorry, Shawn. But it's over.'

 'You're breaking up with me?'

 'I don't trust you anymore.'

 'But I love you.'

 'I love you too, but it is better this way.'

 'I'm gonna wait for you!'

 'Please don't.'