[A/N]: The first book in BIGBANG series "Girl In BIGBANG". Please read this book before reading the second book in BIGBANG series "The Next Chapter."
⇢ Current Status: Completed
"Boys, I assume you are wondering why you have been summoned here?" YG...
"Thank you for coming!" I shouted, letting the wave of cheers wash over me as I stood with the boys during our first ever World Tour; Alive Galaxy Tour had come to an end after three months of travelling to many countries such as Hong Kong, USA and England.
We had started it in Korea and ended it in Korea with the venue being the same; Seoul Olympic Park Stadium as the emotions were sky-rocketing at this point and I turn around to cry silently while being over-whelmed by the amount of support given by the fans.
"DO-HYEON OPPA! GET A PHOTO!" I shout, handing my phone to him and squatting down in the middle of the boys, while the fans lean close to the gates to try get into the shot as the confetti from our final performance made the stage quite slippery.
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As I got off stage, I posted an after-show selfie and heard my phone go off instantly from all the notifications I receive and make the stupid mistake in scrolling through them just to see the majority of them being hate comments.
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hanniekim: thank you for a great show! let's all work hard next time! get home safely!
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❛If I'm being honest, I don't really understand why Hannah is in BIGBANG. It's kind of ruining their image as kings of kpop and it'll be better if she just left.❜
❛I don't like Hannah! She's ruining the group and their image as kings of kpop! YG must kick her out before she destroys BIGBANG's career! ❜
❛Hannah isn't even talented. She had to get GD oppa to help her with her debut solo album. She's just slowing the team down and can't do anything without needing her oppas help! Just leave, you ain't even that pretty.❜
❛Four words: Hannah has to leave.❜
Tears fogged my vision as I stumbled across to my dressing room and slammed the door to my dressing room, playing loud music so they couldn't hear me crying my eyes out as 'Bonamana' played through my speakers.
'Bounce to you, Bounce to you
My heart is beating so fast for you To the point it can't be caught, attracted to you And it's beating so fast that I can't get you Break it Down to you, Down to you If my heart can't get you It's going to stop (Look at me)'
Staggering to the mirror that hung above the small vanity, I search my bag for my pills and stare down at the bottle before dumping it all into my hand and stare at myself in the mirror, a look of pure defeat spread across my face.
"Maybe I should leave..." I trailed off and tilted my head, positioning my hand above my mouth and felt someone tugged me aggressively backwards while another person swatted the pills out my hand and they clattered down onto the floor.
"LET ME GO! LET ME DIE!" I screamed in anguish, flailing hard against the person's hold but they were strong as I slowly let my anger die out into pain. Someone yanks my head up and it's G-Dragon who looks sadly at me.
TOP clings tightly to me as I feel my lip quiver, "Why would you do that?" he asks me and I point to my phone which Seungri sweeps up and his eyes widen when he reads the comments before handing the phone off to TOP who transfers me into Daesung's arms.
"I don't belong in BIGBANG. I'm just dragging you all down, I can't even write lyrics without needing help. I'm a lost cause."I mutter, tears escalate down my face as G-Dragon grabs my hand and rubs it affectionately.
TOP still stared at my phone, "Do you believe in them, oppa? Should I leave?" I question, I don't even bother trying to cover up the small whimper that escapes as he shakes his head and places my phone inside his pocket.
"They aren't real fans. Don't listen to them, okay? You fit right in with BIGBANG, it's alright to not be able to do everything correctly. Like Seungri for example, he's annoying and a brat but he still tries." Seungri grimaces, showing a tight smile.
A small giggle escapes, "He really is a brat, isn't he?" I mutter hearing the offending scoff coming from him as TOP nods approvingly, mouthing 'My daughter,' to the other boys and Daesung picks me up, my eyes falling heavy.
"Go to sleep, Hannie." he sings a sweet Japanese lullaby that swaddles me right to sleep.
