𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐠 | 𝐯𝐨𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞

Music Bank Win

As the PDs adjust my microphone, the dancers ran on stage and got into position as I stood in the back completing the diamond shape as the music started with the fans screaming along. 

"We go hard, we're the night's watchmen,
run all night with space magic
This song is the apex, it's so fun, sing about the wonder
Loud screams are devilish melodies,
the connection to a black poison
All around you, get high and release the reins whoo,"

I rapped and ran back into position to continue dancing as the dance break was coming along and ran beside Seungri who looped an arm around me when the beat had dropped so we went crazy on stage.

"Let's go, guys go on top
Girls get low
Pull the trigger, bang bang bang
let the bass drum go

Guys go on top
Girls get low
Pull the trigger, bang bang bang
let the bass drum go."

We screamed hard as the backup dancers danced behind us and I slotted myself in beside G-Dragon and Taeyang while we finished off the choreography then posed before being booted off stage so they can prepare for other group's comebacks.

"TOP oppa! Catch me!" I dramatically fall, dizzy from all that head banging and jumping around. Our manager rushed us to our dressing room but I saw SEVENTEEN looking shyly around so I quietly walk off away from them and to SEVENTEEN.

They see me and instantly bow, "SAY THE NAME, SEVENTEEN!" they introduced themselves to me despite knowing them from guest judging on their debut show and greeted them back. "Annyeong, BIGBANG's maknae, Hana imnida." 

Seungkwan bravely asked me a question to break the tense atmosphere, "Are you having a comeback, sunbaenim?" I nod and look at them. "Are you also promoting your debut sing, Adore U?" they looked surprise I knew but nodded.

"Ne, we're just a bit in awe of everything. It's really new to us, any advice?" asked DK. 

I thought for a while, "Enjoy yourself, don't forget your lyrics but if you do then... point your microphone at the crowd smoothly so you're not detected. The fans will always remain behind you and... let's have a collab!" I smiled as they nodded, walking off.

Now, I was lost, fuck.

Walking around to find where BIGBANG's dressing room was resulted me on the other side of the building and getting a worried call from Manager-Yoon, "Where are you, Hana? You need to be on stage soon." she scolded as I lowered my head in shame.

Tears were about to run down my cheeks as she sensed my mood and told me to wait there, "I'll send Daesung, okay?" I hummed then hung up before I saw him running towards me with a bright smile.

"There you are, come on, let's go!" he drags me back to the stage where I awkwardly walk on and stand beside him trying to avoid crying but failing miserably as I wipe my eyes with my jacket sleeve.

We had won as all the other idols bowed to us, exiting off the stage and I spot SEVENTEEN, "Hello!" I mouthed, bowing to them as they left the stage and I saw Woozi grooving along to the song.

Walking off stage, I collapse on the dressing room sofa and curl up into a tight ball, "Hannah, do we need to talk?" G-Dragon raises an eyebrow at me as the others leave the room for privacy but the second I let out a sob, TOP is running back in.

"Who do we need to kill?!" 

"Are you sure you need to talk to me and not them?" I point to the others holding either a show, the trophy or like TOP, his cowboy hat from the performance as G-Dragon shakes his head in disappointment.

"I-I just wanted to say hello to SEVENTEEN and then... I got lost. I'm sorry." I muttered, keeping my head low in shame as they wrap their arms around me and sigh. Ever since the accident, I had gotten quite sensitive to scolding. 

Taeyang lifts my face up, "We're not mad, we were just worried. TOP was about to lose it." I giggle, thinking of TOP swearing his head off and running like a mad person through the building as we head back to the car.