Will you be my Princess? I mean Prince? (UNDER MAJOR EDITING)

Chapter 14 - Oh, shit

-[Yoongi]-

2 more weeks and it's the wedding.

It's been hectic for the past few weeks considering the wedding is nearing which means my time is running out,

Like literal running out, even Hoseok and Seokjin are starting to worry and nags me all the time about finally confessing that I'm a guy and not a girl, I would have agreed with them if it weren't for the fact I'm scared to shitless.

I know the King and Queen are both very nice if the past month doesn't say anything but I also know what it looks like when something makes them angry, and making them angry is already a feat itself since they're usually one of the more calmer and less aggressive types of rulers, but I don't think they'll agree with me for lying also.

I was currently sitting on the bed that I share with Jimin, stressing about this while Jimin was out with the others, I had refused to go with them while they pick out cakes for their weddings.

I instead decided to stressed about the situation I'm currently in because as much as I want to forget about it, I also can't forget I'm lying to almost every person in Seoul and maybe the whole country even,

I really want to tell Jimin's parents but I'm scared at the same time, telling his parents will also risk me in losing Jimin and I do not want to lose Jimin, I'll trade every life I have if it means I get to stay with Jimin,

It's so fucking annoying how I have grown soft and attached to Seoul's precious prince,

I don't even think it's possible to fall this fast,

If someone was to tell me that I would end up disguising as a girl in the Grand Ball and agreeing to marry the oldest prince of Seoul, I probably would have just laughed at them and to call the hospital in case they were having some kind of brain damage but nope,

I want to laugh and cry at the same time at how the fuck I got into this situation,

I love Jimin, I really do but it seems like life doesn't agree with that.

I did end up crying though, within seconds of me stressing out I could feel my eyes start to water and my vision got blurry, I tried to wipe it away but decided to just ignore it.

I blinked and the first drops of tears fell and tears started streaming down and the funny thing is, I don't mind.

I let it continue to flow as I try to think positive but it seems like my luck is starting to run out,

2 more weeks and I'll have to leave Jimin, maybe even sooner than that.

Just any of this day, I will end up getting kicked out or maybe end up in jail if the king and queen feel like it,

I should really stop, I finally got over depression just about a year ago, I can't have it coming back to me like a fucking landslide.

But the thought of not having Jimin around sounds... impossible, I've grown attached to him like the moss you see sometimes in the forest or in the ocean.

I want to throw a tantrum as to why life is so cruel to me but that isn't something I'll usually do,

Then I heard the door click, I froze for a second before quickly wiping my tears.

I tried to make myself look like I was just sitting and not actually crying while sitting in just a few seconds before the door opened,

"Hyung! Hyung! I found the perfect cake for the wedding-" Jimin cut himself off just as he was bouncing towards me with a gleeful smile before it dropped in a matter of seconds and in return changed to a more worried look,