Mia Michaels & Chris Brown both go their separate ways after high school to start their college experiences. Nearly 2 years pass by; Mia comes back to Los Angeles for her summer break. The only thing is, Mia hadn't talked or answered any of Chris' m...
Chris came back from Cleveland, after winning both games. I'm so proud of him for busting his ass out on the court! Madison and I watched through it all while we cuddled up in his bed. Chris looked so good on TV and happier than he used to when I'd watch him play when I was in New York.
During the past long and boring days of being cooped up in here, I read through our book; The Browns. He wrote so many entries ever since I got on the plane. It broke my heart reading how lonely he'd been and each time he thought of me, he'd write about me. It was turned into his personal diary.
I cried through every bit of it. After remincing the parts when we both wrote in it, it brought the good memories back of us in high school and how madly in love we were with each other. Then once I opened the first page of his entries, everyrhing went down hill for him. He was angry. He was pissed, hurt, sad, scared, and thought of running back to New York to find me and apologize for whatever he did wrong to make me break up with him.
I never knew how much someone could love me until after reading every single page. I had such an impact on his whole life, then it goes on to how I just ended it all one day before my flight. It was a tragedy for both of us, but according to all his entries, it triggered him the most.
He never specifically called me a bitch or asshole for my actions, but I could tell he meant to. I don't think I would've been mad in all honesty! Underneath all of the pain he went through, it said that he still loves me and would do anything to have me in his life again.
The last entry was when Madison and I moved in with him last week. No negative stuff whatsoever has been written in the past few days Madison and I have been here. It states he's so blessed to have his own daughter in this crazy world suddenly and me back into his life. He wrote down he wasn't as angry as he was upset about the whole situation of me hiding her from him for so long.
I'd been drowning in my thoughts and conclusions of the whole book while I apply my makeup and curl my hair for tonight. I promised Nicki I'd twin with her in a pink outfit and come to her party she pleaded for me to go and have some fun as the young adult I am.
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I was about ready to go now, after being in the bathroom for an hour, and went to go say goodnight to Chris and Madison.
Chris stared at me and blinked a few times before standing up from the ground. I must of looked like shit or something. He wouldn't keep his eyes off me, making me blush.
