Chris Brown
After leaving the hospital, all I wanted to do was go back. No matter how tired I was, my mind still kept racing. I miss Madison already.
She fell asleep so quickly in my arms, I was kinda sad I stayed myself away from her for almost the whole day. I didn't know what to do or how to act in front of her. I mean, I've only known her existance for not even 24 hours.
Maddy was in her own little world, glancing over at me from time to time as I watched her play, and she'd smile, then get distracted with something else.
Another thing that's killing me is Mia. It's so hard not to look at her in the way my immature mind from high school would when she looks sexy & hot, everyday. Without even trying, she'd give me that weak feeling in my knees and chest. I'm still that same guy, but different now since we aren't in a relationship. My perspectives of everything changed after our breakup.
Inside my heart, all I need and want to do is kiss her heart shaped lips, kiss every inch of her body, throw our bodies against a wall and- sigh. I can't.
The same high school boy is in me, and is still scared of rejection.
Mia might not be where I'm at. She could push me off and ask what the hell are you doing?! She may have eyes on another man, or maybe she feels terrible about keeping the secret from me for so long, and wasn't sure what was right or wrong to do.
Mia broke up with me though. So, I'm waiting for her to talk about us.
Underneath all the drama between the love of my life and I, I've got big plans tomorrow for Madison.
My baby is going to have everything, and if Mia accepts my request, I want them both living with me for a while. I can take time off the basketball court, it wouldn't effect my performance at all, and have them both with me for the next few days, or until Mia wants to see her family again. We're gonna make up for the past 2 years I've missed.
And if she thinks she'll be moving back to New York with my daughter, with no plans whatsoever on me seeing Maddy, I won't let it happen. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let Mia go again, or having both at once hop onto a plane.
Let's hope she'll change her mind about that after what I do tomorrow.
-the next day, afternoon-
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The Man in Front of Me
FanfictionMia Michaels & Chris Brown both go their separate ways after high school to start their college experiences. Nearly 2 years pass by; Mia comes back to Los Angeles for her summer break. The only thing is, Mia hadn't talked or answered any of Chris' m...