Maybe its love: A Joshifer Fanfic

Chapter 37

Josh's Pov:

It's been a day since the photo was leaked, and my life has become a living hell.

Every time I go to outside I'm called nasty names, some of which I had never heard before.

It's only a matter of time before Claudia finds out.

I wish she would come just so I could get it over with.

As if on cue theirs a knock at the door interrupting my thoughts.

I open it and Claudia enters.

She looks different. Her face is sad and she looks aged.

"Josh, I want to break up" Claudia says softly.

"Claudia please I got drunk again" I say.

"I believe you. But I can't do this anymore" She tells me her voice cracking.

It's only then that I realize how much this must be effecting her. She's so depressed and messy looking.

She probably only hears about all the bad things I've done.

"Claudia...I never realized you were in so much pain" I say sadly.

"Josh, I love you. And I always will. But you love Jen. Even before the mess you both got into you loved her. I could always tell by the way you looked at her....it was the way you used to look at me." She says tears in her eyes.

"I'm so sorry. I tried to move in but...I can't" I say knowing that's not making it better.

"I hope we can still be friends. And I hope you and Jen get to be together. I support you even if its as a friend and not as a girlfriend" Claudia tells me smiling softly.

"Friends it is" I tell her.

We hug before she leaves.

My life looks like a mess right now.

Jen hates me.

Claudia dumped me.

America hates me.

Could this get any worse?

I look down at my phone and see a call from Nikolette.

Apparently it can.

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Authors Note:

Hey everyone please check out my hunger games fanfic Gales Games. It's about Katniss going into the games but with Gale instead of Peeta. Just know I am an Everlark shipper but I thought it'd be kinda cool to write about Gale being the male tribute.