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one|the breakup

"Luke I can't do this anymore" you quietly said.
"What!" He snapped back in a harsh way

"This relationship, I thought it would be different. But it wasn't and its not going to last. Its a toxic relationship,you were abusive to me too many times in the past and I should have walked out then but I wasn't strong enough to leave, I thought you would change but I'm strong enough to leave now." you said as your voice started to tremble when you knew Luke was angry.

           "Please don't hurt me."

[Flashback]

You think about all the happy times in the beginning of your relationship when you were the happiest couple alive going on cute dates to the zoo and art museums and whatever you wanted to do...it didn't matter as long as you were together....

Everyone else saw it too...how perfect you were, how perfect your relationship was. Your parents,friends,family and even random strangers saw it. You were the couple that everyone knew was going to get married because of how perfect you were for each other... But we were far from perfect.

I guess that's why they call it the honeymoon phase of the relationship

"What has gotten into you Kels?!"
He snapped.

"You're the toxic monster in my life and you made me actually believe I was the toxic one in the relationship."I said holding back tears.
I knew what I said was going to turn into something much worse than it was before.

Luke just got furious and I could see it in his eyes. I held back another wave of tears from escaping my eyes. I knew what I had done, I knew the storm that was coming all too well. But this time it seemed worse than ever before. He grabbed my arm as I tried to run.

"DO YOU HEAR ME!"
he barked.

"Yes."
I replied, my voice shaking more than ever before. I could feel his grip getting immensely stronger by the second.

"Luke, I   n e e d   t o   l e a v e 
this isn't good  for  e i t h e r  of us." I said, my voice shaking and cracking.

I loosen my grip from him and immediately run for the stairs frantically not wasting anytime. I finally reach the landing when I feel him grabbing for my ankle unable to reach it. I run for the spare bedroom and feel him contain my ankle in his grasp. I fall and hit the floor hard,resulting in me hitting my head against the woodwork of the spare room bed. I kick and flail my legs around hoping to come loose from his grip, but no luck. He drags me out into his room.

"Where do you think
you are going
little girl?"

"I am leaving Luke, and I'm hoping at this point that I never see you again." I said kicking until he let go of my ankle.

I stood up and walked out of his life for good.