choose. + jimin & jungkook

9 ＊ healing

monday
week 1

Bomi completely zoned out of school after 3rd period. All she could do was think about her mom, because she was much more sad than Bomi was, and her dad, which is self explanatory. After all, she is currently in a highly depressed state, and most likely putting on a forced, painful smile. Bomi's worry itself almost managed to make Bomi forget she was sad. But, is that really a good thing? What if at the best of times, all of that pain that had been bundled away...just comes crashing down?

tuesday
week 1

Bomi was a tad bit more focused today for two reasons.
1. her mother's friend was helping work at the shop
2. She was failing math.....well shit

Bomi's teacher had recommended getting a tutor....Bomi said no...Mrs. Song said yes. Damn it. And guess who her tutor was?? Namjoon! That guy that keeps winking at her! Bomi wanted to crawl under a bridge and hide.

wednesday
week 1

Bomi has gotten surprisingly close with all of the guys by now. She also made another friend, Hyuna. Hyuna was basically a prettier, smarter, and sexier version of Bomi. And that's surprising, because Bomi is fine as fuuuuck. But Bomi is more Meme Lord, so it's all good in the hood.

Bomi introduced Hyuna to the dudes, and luckily they liked her. But not as much as they liked Bomi...which is pretty self explanatory. Though, Namjoon has went to being SUPER sweet around Hyuna....and he stopped hitting on Bomi. I'm sensing a power couple.

thursday
week 1

Well shit. Little did Bomi know, Hyuna had to move today. Okay. Thanks Satan. Now Bomi's back to dealing with Namjoon. Fun.

Mrs. Song had been claiming to be better. She's not. And Bomi is the only one that can really see that. I mean, her mother sobs every night, and most of those nights, that's all she does. She rarely sleeps now. It's sad. And Bomi tries to help. Sometimes she'll climb in bed with her mother like she used to when she was younger. Inho was out on business trips and Bomi was comforting her mother. But now, Inho wasn't coming back. And they were sure of it. It hurt.

friday
week 1

Bomi had gotten out of the deeply depressed state she was in. She's still really sad. But not that much. She was getting better. But Mrs. Song.....Mrs. Song is a whole other story. She wasn't healing. That's not good. She's supposed to be getting better. But she's not....she's getting worse. No more short people jokes from her to Bomi. No more cute "couple" pictures of Bomi and the boys. No more caring for herself.

Bomi had been going to the tutoring sessions with Namjoon. It was actual hell. There wasn't one time where Namjoon didn't stare at her lady parts or rest his hand on her thigh. He had his limits, though. He wasn't going to try and kiss her or take her virginity without her permission. He knew where the line was and not to cross it.

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tuesday
week 4

Bomi was okay. Every now and then she'd lay in bed in cry, but that was only natural. I mean, her father was gone after all. But she was strong. She only let it out when she was alone. And no, she wasn't like one of the cliche characters that tells everyone that she's fine even if she wasn't. No, she told people she was getting there. That she was getting better. She just didn't burst out into tears when she was in public. That was unlike her.

Taehyung had visited Bomi a lot within the past few weeks. Mostly because he had graduated high school early and was going to college in another continent with Yoongi. Speaking of Yoongi, he came with Taehyung most of the time when he visited Bomi. They were both aware of what happened, and they were both pretty sad about it. Bomi's dad was always a great guy. They missed him.

But not nearly as much as Mrs. Song did.

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saturday
week 7

Bomi was now back completely. She only cried about her father every few weeks. She was doing just fine. Kinda. Ever since Inho passed, the family had been struggling with money. They only made enough money off the shop to buy food and keep their shop running. But they managed. Bomi was losing weight. She couldn't eat 5 meals a day like she used to.
1. because they couldn't afford that
2. because Mrs. Song needed to eat

You see, Bomi had refused to eat unless her mother did. She did it for her mother's sake. Her mother never cared for herself anymore. So, Bomi had to care for her. But Bomi didn't mind at all. She loved her mother to death and would do anything for her. And it's not like Bomi was now only skin and bones. Sure, she was pretty fit before, but she had a layer of blub that covered her abs and muscles. Now, her muscles were pretty visible. And not really in an attractive way. Her ribs were now kinda visible and she was slightly paler than before, but again it's not like she was only skin and bones. She was just smaller. Not a huge, dramatic, noticable change. Just a small one.

Bomi had gotten a lot closer with the guys. They were practically inseparable at school. And out of school, Bomi was usually with Jimin and Jungkook. Occasionally she would hang out with all of the guys. It was nice.

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thursday
week 8

Bomi was beyond worried. Her mother was getting sick. Dangerously sick. At least twice a week, Bomi would have to piggy back her mother to the hospital. They couldn't afford gas for the car.

The doctors recommended having Soomi (Mrs. Song's actual name.....Idk if I already gave her a name or not...but it's Soomi now, so yeah) stay at the hospital, but of course, they couldn't afford it. I mean, you'd think they'd be rich because of life insurance, but that money just never came. It may seem impossible or unrealistic, but that's how it was. It was surreal — the situation they were in.

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monday
week 12

Bomi was alone at home, now.

Soomi had passed. She died overnight whilst she was sleeping. Bomi was plummeted into sadness, once again.

wednesday
week 14

The shop had been sold. Bomi was now staying with Jungkook and his family. Luckily, Jungkook's family loved Bomi, so as soon as they heard what happened, they offered Bomi a place to stay. Bomi would've stayed with other family, but they were all where Bomi used to live. And no way in hell was Bomi planning on moving away from her friends again.

Bomi was still really depressed. But she only let that out when she was alone. Because when she was alone, no one was there to make her smile.

You see, some people thought Bomi was over it because she laughed and smiled a lot. But that wasn't the case. A lot of people were blind to the fact that just because you're sad, doesn't mean you can't think something is funny and laugh, or you can't have someone that makes you smile. So, quite some people though she was fine. She wasn't. She was just...getting there.

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a/n
plz don't kill me

*runs away with my poptarts and ramen*