choose. + jimin & jungkook

21 ＊ outburst

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hi :-)
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"This is all my fucking fault!!" Jungkook shouted in frustration, his hands tangled in his hair out of stress.

"Kookie, it's not your fault. No one could've predicted that this would happen," Jimin assured as he made his way to sit next to the younger. They were in the hospital, waiting to see if Bomi was okay. Isaac had gone to find Bagel knowing that Bomi would be heartbroken if her ferret was gone, and Seokjin had to go home.

"Jiminie....my parents are somewhere out there. They're dangerous. I was dumb enough to let Bomi near them. They fucking tried to drown her, Hyung. Drown her!" Jungkook fussed. He couldn't not blame himself. He was the only other person aside from Bomi that knew his parents were monsters, yet he let Bomi go there. And what happened? His parents fucking taped her to the bottom of a bathtub, shoved a cloth into her mouth, and let the bathtub fill. They wanted to kill her. What the fuck??

"I just...I don't understand why they would go to the extent to try and kill her....I'd understand if it were me, but Bomi?....Why Bomi?" Jungkook queers. The question had been eating at him ever since they first saw Bomi being engulfed by the almost boiling water. Isaac almost burned himself when he first got in contact with the water. No one knows how Jungkook's parents got the water to that temperature, but they did.

"Kookie, please stop stressing. She'll be okay, I promise you. Just relax," Jimin soothingly spoke, rubbing comforting circles on the small of the younger's back. Jungkook sighed and nodded before leaning on his boyfriend's shoulder and resting his eyes for a bit.

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"Is she okay??" Both Jungkook and Jimin frantically asked as a doctor walked out of Bomi's room.

"She's okay. In pain, but okay," The doctor spoke. The two boys were ecstatic.

"You can go see her, just don't touch her. She's burned." And with that, the boys rushed over to Bomi's room happily. But almost all of the joy and happiness the boys held was crushed when their eyes landed on Bomi.

Her eyes were tightly shut, tears were endlessly streaming down her cheeks. And she had little red marks peppering her skin. All in all, she looked like she was suffering.

"Noona..?" Jungkook softly voiced. Bomi's eyes shot open as she looked up. She began to shake her head back and forth as if she were trying to say no.

"P-Please...get away from me...I don't want to burden you anymore....I don't want to be in the way of you anymore....I don't want to be the problem," Bomi shakily spoke. Jungkook and Jimin looked at the small girl, confusion written all over their faces. What the hell was she talking about? Jimin began to slowly make his way towards Bomi.

"Bomi...what are you even saying—"

"Stop! Don't come any closer.....please," Bomi pleaded. She was genuinely afraid that if they came any closer to her...their life's would get worse. She had been brainwashed so much that she even begged for the nurses to stay away or else "I'll just make your lives so much worse! I don't want to do that, so please....please just leave me."

"Bomi, we love and respect you, but no matter how much you beg I'm going to get closer to you," Jimin firmly stated. Whatever this bullshit was, he wasn't having it. (I'M NOT HAVIN' IT— I'm sorry, pls continue.)

Jimin began to inch closer to Bomi, taking note to how she tried to back up as far as she could and made herself smaller with each step that he took. It was heartbreaking to be quite honest.....his best friend seemed to be afraid of him.

Jimin slowly took a seat next to the hospital bed, looking Bomi straight in the eyes. She seemed terrified.

"What did they do to you..." He whispered. He'd be lying if he said he didn't want to hug and cuddle Bomi until she was all better.

"Th-They brought me to my senses," Bomi murmured. She seemed to become even more sad, if that's even possible, after saying that.

"Why did they try to drown you?" Jimin questioned, not wanting to push Bomi too far on one subject. She had just woken up....it would be cruel to pressure her.

"I tried to f-fight ba-ack," Bomi's voice cracked. She was officially broken. No doubt about it.

"Why would you have to fight back?"

"They were saying bad things about you and Jungkook....it got on my nerves....so I tried to fire back at them," Bomi choked out through her stifled cries. The more she talked about it, the more she just wanted to be gone.

"If they were saying bad things about us, then how did they bring you to your senses?" Jungkook pressed. He was getting more and more curious as the conversation went on.

"Everything bad that's happened is clearly my fault...they made that apparent to me."

"Everything is not your fault!" Jungkook suddenly burst. Call him a hypocrite, but this was the second time Bomi had blamed herself. Jungkook had enough of that. He just wanted Bomi to be happy again.

"But it is!" Bomi shouted back. She banged her fist onto the mattress, immediately pulling it back, for it made the burn on her hand sting and tingle.

"No it's not! It's fucking not! You did absolutely nothing wrong, why can't you just accept that?!" Jungkook spat. Bomi's frown grew at every word Jungkook fired her way.

"If I had done nothing wrong...then I wouldn't feel so used...so hurt...so....abandoned."

"Noona, what are you even talking about—"

"Oh don't you fucking dare play dumb with me, Jungkook! You know damn well how I feel about you! And you even confessed your feelings towards me! But then you go and get yourself a boyfriend?! What the actual fuck, you asshole?? Do you know how much that hurt? How much fucking pain you put me through?? I felt like shit, and I still do! I'm not saying that I'm mad about you and Jimin being a thing. I'm saying that I'm mad that you ripped my heart from my chest, chewed it, spit it out, stomped on it, chopped it up, threw it into a plastic bag, and chucked it into a fire!"

Silence.

No one spoke after Bomi's outburst....no one knew what to say. They were all shocked. Not even Bomi herself expected to suddenly rage. But a weight was lifted off of her chest. She was at least happy about that.

"Actually, Bomi...uhm, Jungkook and I have been thinking about that...about you...and we wanted to know..."

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