choose. + jimin & jungkook

17 ＊ break

"Surprise, surprise! I'm back, hehe. I'm sorry I look like a zombie right now, I've kind of not slept in awhile. Why you ask? Boys. Frickle fracking boys. Momma, I don't know how you dealed with this shit, but it's hard as fuck. Lemme explain. So, basically, Jungkook and I...like...kissed and shit. We even confessed!! Then the next day he just strolls in with his new boyfriend! Which just happens to be the other dude I'm low key in love with! And it just— I'm.... I'm so fucking hurt. I mean, I'm not mad that they love each other, but like...did that kiss not mean anything to him?? He even took my first one! And then, he had the audacity to get into a different relationship?? And forget everything we had?? What the fuck?!" Bomi paused her rant to catch her breath. She was sobbing. Sobbing. Not good. Very not good.

"Dad, at times like this I wish you would offer to 'kick someone's ass to fucking Texas' because that would make me feel a lot better, heh. I miss you guys. Like, I realllly miss you guys. A lot. So much.....p-please come ba-ack," Bomi's voice cracked as she started sobbing even harder. Bawling. She couldn't see and was hardly able to breathe through her cries. It hurt. It hurt so fucking much.

"Why'd you have to leave?? That's so selfish of whatever the fuck took you!! What about me?! How do they expect me of all people to be okay?? I want you back! I'd do anything!! Fucking anything! Please, please, please just come back!!" Bomi shouted. If she wasn't already broken, she was definately breaking.

Bomi just sat on the ground by her parents' graves crying. She was there for hours upon hours just— crying. Bagel just fed off the small snacks in Bomi's backpack and comforted the girl. For awhile, she just hugged the ferret as it nuzzled into her, knowing she was sad.

-

Bomi dragged herself through the rain, on her way to work. She held Bagel protectively, so he wouldn't get wet.

As Bomi was a quarter the way there, she saw Isaac's car pull up.

"Bomi?? Why are you walking in the rain without anything to cover you? Ugh, come on, get in the car." Isaac unlocked the car door for Bomi. She just got in without a word.

"I would ask about the ferret, but you look like you just went through hell. What the fuck happened??"

"So fucking much......I just want it to stop. I don't like being hurt...it— well it hurts," Bomi mumbled.

"Oh..hey, we'll talk about it when we get to the club, yeah?" Isaac placed a comforting hand on Bomi's kneecap. Bomi looked at him tiredly and nodded. He gave her a warm smile before driving to the club.

-

The two got out of Isaac's car after arriving at the club. They ran to the building to avoid as much rain as possible.

"Okay. I have 10 minutes till my first shift starts. What's up?" Isaac spoke as he sat down on a lounge chair in the back room.

"Boys."

"Boys? Boys have you this messed up??"

"Yep."

"Yikes....what did they do?"

"Well, you know that friend I'm living with? His name is Jungkook. And I'm low key kind of in love with him. So like, we kissed a day or two ago, and it was my first ever kiss. Then we confessed to each other and shit.....then yesterday when you dropped me off....I— I walked in on him and another guy I'm low keys in love with, kissing. Th-Then this morning they announced their re-relationship....," Bomi was now crying again. Isaac frowned and pulled her into a tight, warm hug.

"Shhh, it's okay. Boys are stupid."

"You can say that again," Bomi choked out. After a long hug, Isaac headed out for his first shift, leaving Bomi and Bagel to do whatever. Bagel ended up falling asleep in the crook of Bomi's neck, and Bomi fell asleep short after.

-

"Bomi...your shift is about to start, you gotta get up," Isaac softly spoke as he lightly shook Bomi. She groaned and forced her eyes open.

"I'll be out in a few minutes...I still gotta change," Bomi murmured as she sat up. She set Bagel down on her lap, so he wouldn't fall.

"Okay, just hurry up."

"Mkay."

-

"Hey, what can I get for ya?" Bomi asked a group of two young looking men.

"Four shots of tequila," One of the men spoke, giving Bomi a smile. She nodded and went to the tequila bottle, pouring four shot glasses.

"Here ya go, anything else I can get for you?" Bomi questioned.

"No, we're good— wait. Don't I know you from somewhere?" One asked.

"Urm, I highly doubt it," Bomi awkwardly voiced out. The man's expression suddenly lit up.

"Bomi! Song Bomi!" The man sang. Bomi's eyes widened. How the hell does he know her?

"How did you.....?"

"You're that girl that snuck into my friend's college party a year ago! What a small world!" Bomi's expression also lit up.

"Oh my god, I remember that!" Bomi laughed. She got in soooo much trouble for that.

The three continued to chat until the men decided to leave, leaving Bomi to get back to work.

-

"Bomi, we aren't doing this again. I'm driving you home and that's that," Isaac fussed. But he didn't understand that Bomi didn't want to go home. She didn't want to be around Jungkook and Jimin at the moment. Call her a crybaby, but she just wasn't ready to face reality yet. She was a fan of living in the clouds.

"I don't want to go home, damnit!" Bomi groaned.

"Then where are you gonna go??" Isaac frustratedly asked.

"I don't know!" Bomi yelled. Isaac took a few deep breathes to calm himself before speaking again.

"Do you want to stay at my place for the night?" Isaac questioned. Bomi looked at him with wide eyes.

"Wait– not like that! Just to sleep! Like, not...that!" Isaac frantically spoke.

"No, no, I knew what you meant...I-I'll stay.....thank you."

-

"Welcome to my humble home," Isaac sarcastically spoke as he unlocked the door to a small looking apartment.

"Thank you again," Bomi said for the 15 millionth time. Isaac put a hand over her mouth.

"Stop thanking me. It's okay. You're welcome."