Our Little Rookie

Chapter 9- One Sided Love

Namjoon's POV

Everyone is worried about me especially Jungkook because he is the only one who understands what i'm going through. Jin wants to know what happened to me but I keep quiet someday i'll tell them.

I walked out of my room and went to my studio not even bothering to eat breakfast. I was working on a song when I got a knock on the door. "Come in.." I said not even bothering to turn around to see who it is. The door opened quietly and I hear footsteps, come close to me. "We need to talk..." Jimin said. "About what there is nothing to talk about..." I said continuing to write lyrics. "There is something wrong with you... you don't eat that much anymore, you always look like your in pain and you don't talk to us anymore! So don't tell me that there is nothing wrong!" Jimin said having enough of my backside and spun my chair around so i'm forced to look at him.

"It's none of your business to worry about me." I stated glaring at him. "But it is my business to worry about you, you are my hyung, we are family and we are all in this together so your pain is our pain!" He stated grabbing me by the shoulders roughly. "Fine you guys want to know I'll tell you.... Have everyone in the living room but not (Y/N) and J-Hope." I said as I forced his hands off my shoulders.

"Will do.." he said quietly and left. I signed and rubbed the temples of my forehead, to get rid of the feeling of stress. I got up and slowly walked downstairs. Everyone was already waiting for me, when they heard my footsteps the looked over at me with worried looks. "Your actually gonna tell us whats wrong with you?" Jin states sadly. "Yeah might as well I can't keep things from you or you guys worry too much..." I stated with a slight chuckle. "Well I guess I should get to the point, I'm in love with (Y/N) and I have a hard time accepting the new couple, so I've became really sad and Jungkook is the only one I've told about this..." I said letting my head hang low. 

They didn't say anything for a few seconds, "Aww its okay namjoon she will soon fall for your charms soon, it just takes time!" Jin said hugging me.

Everyone did everything in their power to make me feel better and it kinda worked. I felt a little better about everything and I made myself accept the fact that I won't be with (Y/N). I walked into my studio, put my headphones on and started reviewing the song I was in the process of making. 

After two hours of editing I decided to go downstairs and get something to snack on but when I went downstairs I saw J-Hope and (Y/N) making out on the couch. I decided to ignore them and get what I wanted and hurried up upstairs to my studio again. I felt a tear leave my eye but I quickly wiped them away. 

Your POV  

I saw Namjoon go into the kitchen and grab something but hurried upstairs without looking at me. I still felt really worried about Namjoon but when I asked the boys whats wrong with him they just said that he is having a hard time with things and just needed a little time and space for now. 

I really wanted to go and ask what was wrong but I just couldn't I hate seeing him like this...

I walked to my room since it was very late and I saw that Namjoon was not in his room, I figured that he was still in his studio so I went over to his studio door sure enough the light was on. I was debating if I should knock or not but my body reacted without me and I knocked.

"Come in..." I heard a soft voice that belonged to Namjoon, I walked in quietly and closed the door behind me. He wasn't facing the door so I went up being him and hugged him from behind. He seemed to stiffen when I did that but loosened up after a while.

"What do you need (Y/N)? He asked sort of coldly. "Why are you being like this Namjoon, you always push me away when I try to ask you whats wrong or to comfort you..." I said breaking my hug.

"I just need some time alone and i'm acting like this with everyone... I just lost someone important that I love but they love someone else so it will always be a one sided love..."   he states sound quite sad about it. "Well do I know this person... Look I want to be able to help you and this is the only way I know..." I said turning him around to where he was looking at me.

"Well I guess you kind of know her in a way..." he said awkwardly while scratching the back of his neck. 

"Is she pretty and what is she like?" I asked curiously "She's just simply amazing.... she has a bright personality and know when i'm upset, she always knows how to make me feel better and how to brighten my day..." He said pausing. "She is extremely beautiful and doesn't even know it, she is very talented but she doesn't think she is.." He said finishing his sentence while blushing. 

"Well she sounds like a lovely girl Namjoon but why don't you confess to her I mean its worth a try right you never know until you try." I said patting him on the back. "But that's the problem I can't... she doesn't love me back I know she loves someone else, recently her crush asked her out and she said yes and I'm forced to be happy for her even though I wish it was me that she was dating." He said

"Well don't give up Namjoon, never think that you don't stand a chance, I'm really shocked that she hasn't fell for you yet!" I said and with that I left the room happy about what I said to him, I hope this helps him even if its just a little.

Namjoon's POV 

Thank you (Y/N) I won't give up now.... I won't give up on you....