Our Little Rookie

Chapter 14- heartbreak

Your POV
Why did things have to turn out this way? Why did he have to break my heart, I should have trusted Namjoon when he warned me but I was a jerk and didn't believe him. I was so blinded by my love for J-Hope and how well he treated me that I couldn't possibly think he would do that to me or any other person.

I've been in my room for two days, not bothering to eat or go to work. I called Big Hit and told them I was sick and won't be in for a couple of days. They of course understood and told me to get better. The boys have been trying to get ahold of me but I don't answer. They have even tried knocking on my door but I act like I'm not home by shutting the blinds and turning off all the lights.

Ive been crying so much that I don't have any tears left, only the sound of quiet weeps. I have no voice anymore so I can't record any songs, that's why I refuse to go into work as well.

My phone has been ringing with messages and calls...
Missed calls 100+
Messages Received 100+

Kookie is calling...

Namjoon is calling...

ChimChim is calling...

Taehyung is calling...

Mama Jin is calling...

Suga is calling...

The calls and texts wouldn't stop so I shut off my phone hoping that would be the end of it. I sat my phone down on my night stand with a long sigh. When will this pain end?

Namjoon's POV

She isn't picking up her goddam phone nor answering her door. Everyone has tried calling her countless times but it goes straight to voicemail, we spammed her with messages but she doesn't read them. We've even went as far as going to her house but she doesn't answer. It doesn't even look like she is home with all the blinds closed and all the lights off but I know she is there.

Everyone is worried about her except J-Hope, I haven't seen him since he broke up with her.

"She is still not answering?!" Jimin says sadly
Suga goes to him and pats him on the back trying to comfort him. Jimin starts to cry and hugs Suga who comforts the crying boy in front of him.

Jin on the other hand has been texting and calling (Y/N) non stop. He has been pacing around the room doing that for the past three hours and I don't see any sign of him stopping any time soon.

Jungkook is also crying in Taehyungs arms while the comforts him as he is still trying to contact her.

I get up to leave to see if she will answer her door, but as I walked outside I saw... him, Hoseok. As soon as I saw him I was instantly angered, I ran up to him and punched him straight in the face. He fell down to the ground, I grabbed him by the collar. "How fucking dare you hurt (Y/N) because of you we can't get ahold of her... who know what she could be doing!" I screamed in his face and all he did was look at me with a smirk. All the boys came outside because of the noises but didn't do anything.

I started punching him again, but Hoseok punched me back knocking me off of him. He kicked me in the stomach causing my breath to be taken away(by his beauty jk jk XD) I got up and punched him in the face again causing him to spit out a bit of blood, I had a broken lip now and was out of breath. "It's your guys fault for accepting to do the contest and Namjoon's fault for falling in love with such a stupid girl!" Hoseok yelled as he got up and shoved me and the boys away to get inside.

Jin instantly ran to me afterwards and took me inside to clean my wounds. After he was finished I thanked him and headed out to see (Y/N).

I soon arrived at (Y/N)'s place, it looked the same as I last saw it except the mailbox was now cluttered with mail. I rang the doorbell multiple times but no answer I yelled out her name and said it was me and to let me in but nothing. I decided to look around for a spare key she might have. I looked under the doormat and to my surprise there it was a key. I picked it up and unlocked the door and walked in. It was very cold in the house and all the lights were shut off. I figured she would be in her room so I looked there first.

Your POV

I heard my front door open and I realized that they found my spare key, I couldn't process what was going on correctly I felt too numb to care anymore. I heard the door shut followed by heavy footsteps. I just sat there in my bed staring at the wall. I saw my bedroom door open to reveal a worried Namjoon.

He ran over to me and pulled me into a hug, I didn't hug back.
"(Y/N)! You had us all worried sick about you, you should of answered the phone or came over we could of helped you..." He said as he broke the hug. I didn't say anything instead I just looked at him. "Please say something anything! I want to help..." He said stroking my cheek. "Y-You c-ant.." I said finally. My voice sound scratchy and rough sounding, and man did it hurt. "Yes I can, you can't sit in your house and block everyone out forever. I promised you I would take care of you no matter what and I intend to do just that.." He said grabbing me and carrying me to the living room.
" I can walk on my own you know you don't need to carry me..." I said shyly  " I know but I want to and besides I got to call the boys to let them know your okay..." He said setting me down on the couch.

He took out his phone and called one of the boys. "Hey... yea I'm talking to her now.... yes she's fine... you can come over... okay see ya..." Namjoon says and hangs up the phone. "Hey are coming over to see you..." He says walking over and sitting next to me.

"Listen I know it's hard now but things will get better you will find someone who loves you even if it's not now... I know how it feels to be in your shoes and I know it's tough, I'm sorry you have to deal with this and I don't wish it upon anyone. But all of us are here for you we want to help you." Namjoon states. I look at him and give him a small smile. " Thank you that means a lot hearing that from you.. I know I will move on soon but not right now and I know it will be hard to but with you guys I know I can.." I stated. I give him a hug and he immediately hugs me back while rubbing small circles in my back.

The others soon arrive and I'm an engulfed into a group hug. "Never and I mean never scare ya or make us worry like that again!" Jin scolds at me. I chuckle a bit at him.

I know it may be a while before I move on but I am thankful to have my friends by my side to help me, and I am most thankful for Namjoon.