☘ "Maybe sometimes being lost is the best thing that could happen to you, because then you have nothing to lose. But for just this once I don't mind losing."
Maureen is a girl who has been on streets all her life, her life has been hard enough unt...
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After all the test results came out doctors suggested surgery for removal of the tumor from the brain. The chances of success were honestly less than two percent but that fact didn't affect Jeremy at all. He just wanted to try everything to save me.
I was never left alone anytime. Either Jeremy was next to me or Jack since my foster family was still in the scene but I was amazingly not afraid of them anymore. My happiness was higher at this time than any other emotion.
My physical condition though was heavily dependant on medicines and treatments now. My headache worsened to the point that I blacked out with pain. Sometimes I blank out and I could see people speaking but can't hear a thing. My vision also betrayed me and that was the time I cried in frustration.
"You have a gift delivery." Ash came into my room with a smile.
Jeremy went out for shooting in the morning and it was evening now.
"What is it?" I asked obviously excited.
But he just smiled and left.
I opened the little black box and in there was an envelope and my favorite chocolate inside and some new snack packet. Jeremy made sure I had something new every day just as I said on my wish list.
But my fingers nervously tore open the envelope and out came two concert tickets. I squealed a little in delight. This was one of the things that I imagined in my head and got excited just by the thought of it. Music has always been an escape for many of us and I wanted to see how a concert will feel like.
They were tickets of VICTOR, a band I slowly started to like.
I called Jeremy immediately not able to contain my happiness.
"This is amazing," I screamed as soon as he picked up.
"I am amazing." He said with laughter in his voice.
Asking him how expensive or difficult it was to get those tickets was stupid since he was now my only family and one I could rely on.
"But after the concert, we are admitting you in for the surgery. The doctor said he needs you in observation before surgery."
The word affected me more than it should. I didn't want to live there and not because it mattered to me or anything. It was because Jeremy will be living a painful deja vu. He hated hospitals since Charlotte's last painful moments were spent here. And now he will have to do it all over again for me.
I just stared at him as he naturally pulled the box of medicines from the side table and gave me three pills. He worked his way through the kitchen and even managed to cook something while he read through papers, maybe a script for some new movie.
He brewed himself a cup of coffee and I somewhat felt proud of him for not picking up a thing. I know it was for my benefit but it made me wonder how much pain was he tolerating while pretending to be fine for me.
