if i look hard enough, you're everywhere. and luckily for me, looking for you is the only thing i put any effort into anymore. traces of you linger in every aspect of my world. you plant yourself in my room, and god you've never even been in there but you're still there. you put yourself into my dreams most nights. and you're everywhere i look. every corner i turn in the halls. every single gray ford focus is you. fuck, even an entire branch of the fucking military is you. but i can't find you in anyone. i can't find a single thing that reminds me of you in anyone. you're everywhere except for in anyone.
