he pulled up my shirt and i tried to stop him
but not because i didn't want him to,
i was terrified of what he'd think of my body;
it scares me just thinking about it
and he kissed my stomach and gave me
the most sincere lovebites all over.
i told him to stop when he neared the part of my stomach i most dreaded, he begged and pleaded;
'baby please'
i didn't want him to see how disgusting and gross i know that i am
he grabbed my hands and pulled up towards his face where he had been leaning over me.
he softly grabbed my face and directed it towards his reassuring me that i wasn't what i thought i was.
he kissed me and that was it.
